Everyone Has Secrets

Come back

This is subspace or a type of it. My house, my things, its pitch black but I can see everything. Everything in this space has a black and white hue. For the longest time I thought I was dreaming when I came to things place. I also thought my nightmares where just crazy in this place.

“Well, what do you want?” a light wind start to push me outside. All right, this is not my house in a dream. This is my house version of subspace. f**k. If I leave “my house” I would be leaving my body. That damn snake. It took like 3 years to stop being stubborn to believe this place was real. I guess they would like to have a “little chat” with me. I just move into this damn house and bam subspace. You know this is what my ass gets wanting to have an old hold with a big ass back yard. Just too much damn energy. What do they want? I have to make sure I have my keys and lock the door before I go. I hate these little walking in subspace. All of these house are different people and it just the people are on the same wavelength at me. That others spaces are “weird”. Now we are at the time forest.

“I’m not white enough for this. I’m going to go back to my house”

“Flower.” In a low sad voice.

“You damn snake. You came for me anyway. I thought you was gonna wait until I come to you”

“I was just meeting you outside the forest. I know you. You are not going to go into a forest without an escort” He reach out his hand.

“Ion wanna go in with an escort. .. But I’m asking for help.” I take his hand. You know what I really hate about being in this space his that I can’t see their face. I can see the snake body and the see the outside of the body. I can tell that they had dark hair but like a flash back in an anime I don’t see their face. I never could. It always feel heavy when I’m in this space as well.

“Flower.” The snake grabs my arms and picks me up in his arms.

“put me down.”

“you walk slow and time is slower here however we still don’t have all night”

“…….”

“ If it doesn’t bother you extensively, you just let it go” He said as he put me closer. “you hadn’t been here before right?”

Looking at the “house” in front of me. I said “house” but these looks like a small town. This looks like I’m rolling into some time of old Asian type neighborhood. This looks like when we pass them gates. It will take me a day and a half to find my way back to this gate.

“Are you going to put me down now?”

“you still will move to slow.”

“masculine beings are inpatient” I cross my arms in his arms “ I feel heavy”

“your chains are heavy as always.” He bends his head down and kiss my forehead. How can I your face be this close and I can’t make out any facial features? I reach out and grab his face as we are moving to a house within the house. I can feel their features. Feeling pretty cute. Not something I should be thinking about however here we are. Looking around this neighborhood I see different beings staring at us. A least my lock my house. I should have a line on me to have Trina pull me out of here if Ion wake up.

“We are here”

“here being?”

“my residence”

“Ion ask many questions but.. we roll up to a gate of a “house” and “walk” around this neighborhood and this is your residences? I’m confused.”

“Different places in the world. House means different. And my residence is also different to your house.” He finally puts me down. I walk around the room. I never seen a place like this in person; maybe like a movie or sumin along them lines.

“Flower” He jester for me to come to the table in the room and take a sit. “This time I want everything to be clear. I did not like being away for you for unfair reason.”

“Are you for real right now. Unfair. You tried to kill my best friend.”

“you made her into a servant and when to her before me.”

“Brrrruuh I fail to see how that situation unfair. (butt hurt maybe). I really don’t see how it was unfair that I slightly separated. Your altar is still in the house.”

“From the relationship we had. That’s not enough. From the type of energy you was feeding me that was not enough.” He looks me in the eyes again how am I this close and cannot see this things face. “but this time terms will put to place because I was our relationship to be better than what it has been and better than what it originally was”

“seems like you asking for a lot for little given.”

“you can always ask for what you want. I will always give it. This is always why we are making sure there are terms now. If you were the one who petitioned me in the beginning where would have been one”

“see there the problem you just popped up one day.”

“True. I also was to stay this time and I don’t want you do what you did.”

“Wat did I do?”

“have another servant, lover, spouse.”

“First I can promise not to have another servant other than Trina. I cannot promise to not have a lover or spouse.”

“Why” you can project all the emotions you want.

“I do not have s*x with many people as you know but I do enjoy it and if I decide to have a partner at some point in time. I think you should let me do it.”

“I don’t want to share you at all. I think I’m being generous”

“maybe generous for you but if you want me to agree to anything you betta change your definition of generous.”

“your terms and you never leave me, you never turn me away, I want to be blinded.”

“if you do this for me. I will never leave or turn you away. But this situation is not big enough for me to blind with you” He pour me a cup of tea and then one for himself. I know better than to drink or eat anything given to me in this state. So I’m gonna let that sit there. But he poured it but he started to drink it and think it over

“what would it take for you to blind to me?”

“life or death or obliteration?”

“done” That was too quick of a reply for me. “What do you want me to do?”

“get this whole surrogate not be a thing for about a year. I do not kill anyone.”

“fine.” He took a big mouth full of tea and force it down my throw. “now .. I’m hungry, feed be” I can’t see your eyes but I feel the lust in that statement.

“really.. now?!!”

“I haven’t had a proper meat from my favorite person in a long time. No matter how upset I am at you I’m always hungry” He picks me up and places me on a type of bed and kisses my neck. I don’t know what it is about subspace and prep time is like zero cuz he is able to gain access pretty easily. And. Like. Always. It feels amazing. Better than my favorite toy. It feels like with each thrust it like they are forming to me and it feels great. Even when I’m on top and moving it doesn’t feel uncomfortable at all. I see by some people seek out working with some demons because beside the attitude. Having something that thrust and suck my n*****s at the same time make it a little bit easier.

Trina POV:

“Vicki the love of my life it time to go to the spa today… b***h where are you?” There no way it slept during her door being open and be announcing myself. Let me go to her room and see. It feels really cold in her house. It shouldn’t be this cold because of the heater that is by best friend when she sleeps.

“Damn V. where the f**k you go?” Soul has left the body and it just a husk at the moment. She told me what do in theses situations. “ok..Ok… I’m not ready…..ok (Deep breath)…. I gotta put some base in my voice here we go…. I Trina Maria Parker Need the Present Of My Master For Help Victoria Dennis Johnson Please Come To Me. ”

“Trina when did you get in” She gets off the bed and grabs her housecoat. Going to the bathroom in her room

“na b***h where did you go” Me standing in the door way of the bathroom.

“long story or short story. By da way you may get cut”

“long story and why imma get cut” She tells me the long story as she get dress.

“ and long story short and stopped a snake demon in the middle of eating and they are not to happy about it”

“You know what Ion understand about this whole thing” I say to her

“no I’m ready to go. Do you want food or are we eating on the go”

“No if I’m getting cut becuz of yo ass you feeding me food. Az I was sayin. Why are you more afraid of werewolves than the f*****g demon.” I say to her as I sit down to the table waking for my food.

“coffee or tea”

“coffee… aren’t you gonna ask me what I want to eat” I say in a whining tone

“your are eating grits, eggs, and chicken cuz you don’t get pork” She said that the water starts to run.

“ok that’s fine” crossing my arms

“I understand how to have a working relationship with sprits cuz we’re so close to them. But the physical being that’s a sup up human with a bratty puppy on the inside ION s**t about that. I was taught to put a demon down but a wolf size a bear. I’m on a learning curve.”

She put the food and front of me and start to make her plate and eat. “ok you have a point. So… what are you doing about it.”

“I asked the coworker for a basic book about wolf and junk.” Eating her bacon.

“what about the elephant?”

“if I wake one up I will have to wake them all up.” She says look at me

“Well let the bodies hit the floor”

She nods. “ I wake my rabbit, elephant, fox, and spider. It’s time to work and do your jobs. I will feed you every night as I have done before”

It get still and you feel the energy pulse out of the room. “Ready for our spa day”

“yet let dishes away and be get out the house.”

Mind of a Snake

My flower is so considerate. I can’t believe I found her. I hated being away from her because of her attachment to that other thing. My flower has so much more energy now. It must be hard for her to use it day to day without me. But someone has been taking it from time to time I feel it. But I haven’t been connected to her for a long time now. I don’t know who was taking energy from her. This is really unsetting to me. Her energy should only be mine but for now I have to shared a little of it. She was able to wall me off from herself however she didn’t completely separate from me. I guess I am lucky. She may be in chain but still has more control than others. That’s a good and bad thing. Good because she is power bad because of the being cut off. I guess I am greedy at time but she always indulged me. I guess even she has boundaries when it comes to things she invests in. I do not like what her other selves are planning. I don’t want to share more than I am but if I don’t I will return to what it was. My flower was the only one who acknowledged me and gave me energy. I don’t want to share it with anything outside of her. I used to be feed more often and then they forgot me. Then one day I found her. I had to move but I had to eat. She let me do what I want, asking for little. When that thing asked to be hers and she agreed I was incensed. Of course I tried to get rid of it. But my flower disconnected from me partly. She still fed me but not how she used to. I won’t break the rules and be the last one around my flower forever. The other things will break but my flower vessel will not “break” and I will be with her always. The others have promised that I will be with her always when she says my name and vow it. All I have to do is be there for her always. What does she want me to do with regards to this things that want to use my flower’ vase. She told me to stop all this surrogate talk without breaking anyone. I promise my flower I will do what she asks but …. I will do what she ask. Things are weak when it comes to their lust. I will not lose my flower. One thing I know is, when she actually sets a limit, she keeps it. But emotional pains hurt more than dying. It been a long time. I would love to cause some pain.