That is a Next Month Problem
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I don’t spend a lot of money on trips because I live to be active however this time around. Peace had no price point. I can’t want wait to see the room. I have a balcony, a study, and a little bathroom If there was a kitchenette I would be in heaven. I paid for the VIP treatment so the line is small. I hope I can just forgive this whole craziness for a month and deal with whatever after a month.
“Hi can I have your ID and boarding pass?”
My bottomless bag.
“ I think this is it” I don’t like that way this woman is looking at my pass it look that something I should be worried about.
“this there a problem”
“ O o no Mrs. Johnson. There is not a problem just you Villa has been change”
“First it’s Ms. Next do I still have the balcony, and study area?”
“Yes Ms. Johnson. Here are your room keys would you like an escort?”
I feel like I should ask more questions. However, that is a next month problem. If I still have a nice villa on this boat, it can still be a next month problem.
“Ok … thank you”
My favorite part of getting on a ship. Getting to my room and setting up and taking a nap. I “should” look for show and other things to do but the point of the cruise is to sleep. It’s weird to have some one helping me to the room. I mean I done the VIP before this is a first…. Next month problems. Next month problems.
I love getting the rooms with a balcony. Cost a lot .. yes but hey go big or stay home. I love the light and being able to sleep with light and not by the pool at times. This feels like a little apartment without the kitchen so it’s easier to stay for the long period of time….. two rooms?
“uh… there are two rooms?”
“yes Ms. Johnson two room.”
“….. who paid for that?”
“… You… or your boyfriend? I guess waiting until marriage.”
That’s a cute thought. Marriage. No thank you. “Boyfriend?”
This poor guy looks around. To see who listening and in a whisper “ … Alpha…”
And before he could finish the name “that son of a b***h. I said I wanted to go a vacation… I didn’t say he could come and stay with me. I don’t wanna pay for him”
“Ms…”
“don’t worry about it.. thanks.. I’ll talk with ALPHA Colston when he shows up… would you like a tip?”
“yes please”
Where that 20 in my purse… “here you go and again thanks” If I could change the locks I could but I can lock my room door. I think I need a nap or look up shows. Nap wins. I’m still locking my door.
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Dream Kind Of
This looks like my house and sitting at the kitchen table is a older version of myself having tea. Rushing to myself at the table.
“Who mad a deal with that b***h of a goddness.”
“Mother self-calm down”
“calm down… calm down…..I am literally being chased like a b***h in heat!!!”
“well it’s servicing a propose”
“and what would that be. Let me in on it”
“We need to grow and like it or not those pups do protect there own until a point. We need to be protected until that point.”
“ what have we doing not enough? Was the snake not enough? That f**k boy leech not enough? Was our skills in this exitance not enough?”
“yes and no”
“what do you mean?!”
“the future is not set in stone. We must always be head because of the path we took. We did not grow ourselves like the others.”
“ WE DID NOT DIE LIKE THE OTHERS”
“mother self calm please.. we did not die but we did not grow. We because stuck, locked away in a prison of our own making for survival. The others are now growing faster than we can”
“They are not growing, they are weeds in going to choke themselves”
“ and how many things die when weeds are growing? This is for our protect as we created a real family to grow not just spreading seeds just to keep for blood line around.”
“ I don’t like this.”
“we are only partial awaken any more and they would have been in the right to kills us like the rest. We have endured worst. This should be the last time we have to endured.”
“how long?”
“for us? A branch”
“Hell to the na…a branch… that young b***h doesn’t know what she messing with. A branch. She trying to kill her people.”
“we are not the only ones that need to clean up their mess”
“how long does it need to live as a branch?”
“10”
“Brrrrruuuuuhhhhhh. Are we high??? 10?”
“most of that time will be nothing but a waiting game. But you know how these young gods are. They like death and destruction. We are not so”
“We would like survey without”
“but what we have put in this plane would have been for smoke. I don’t like putting so much work in this plane for nothing”
“it’s all for nothing it just is”
“We decide what is and what is nothing. To use this could be nothing and I don’t want that”
“older self you act like younger self at times”
“Younger self fools themselves in to believing this is something. We decide what is and what is not. I want this to be something. You want to just be. Younger self is forming into your plan so they can speak…. Unless you want to give us a different body too not have that branch?”
“Like you said we have decided. I’m just bitching about it”
Awake
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