Me, Myself and I
Sitting at the table in my personal subspace.
“Elder self”
“what”
“ I think we have a lose end”
“where?”
“the f**k boy”
“Ion think his much of a lose end.”
“Ion think so. Seem like a lose end”
“how so?”
“well he did take in a lot of energy clearance honorable and he always get “bored” with his fiancée.”
“ hahahhahaha “bored” I think you mean weak. Inbreeding with a weak blood line make it weaker. He needs us not wants us.”
“Right and men get violence. We are cutting blood ties left and right. Until we fully become we are “weak””
“we are not weak we are vulnerable.”
“Yea vulnerable enough to Yeet ourself out of this existence. And what fun is that we’ll have to start all over again.”
“What fun is it playing it safe?”
“I so happy younger self is busy”
“why?”
“because younger self withoutanyfuckstogive and elder self withoutanyfucktogive seem to have the same type of mind set.”
“in some ways yes and others no.”
Vicki point of View
I feel like that completely forgot a big part of my day. I don’t remember last night but pretty sure I was sleeping with the Alpha. I don’t remember this day at all. I don’t know where am I. Right now, I know I’m on some type of plane. Seem like a private jet. Seems like I’m on a couch on a private jet. Seem like I on a private jet without knowing where I’m going. Ok I’m gonna ask.
“Where am I and why am I here” I ask to no one in particular. However, Damien answered. Looking at me from his laptop in the chair his sitting in.
“What do you mean? Where are you?” he looks at me puzzled.
I look up at him because I still laying down. “seem like a straight forward answer if you know it to me to. Where am I”
He sits his laptop down next to him and turns his body to look at me. “Ok I’ll play this game mate. You are on a private plane”
“goin?
“what do you mean by going?”
“where is this plane going?”
“Back to your home town because you stated if I try to take you home you would reject me on the spot and wolf said not to make you upset”
“ok …. dumb question wasn’t conscious during this conversation and subsequently the action in would have taking for me to walk onto the plane?”
“yes you were? Why?”
“did I say good bye to Nick and his partner?”
“yes but why did you asked those questions before? And don’t say my business?”
“well damn it seems like you know that answer” and I need to go to the ER when I get home.
“Mate”
“Victoria, Vick, Vicki, or ick.”
His eyes start to flicker between his blue eyes and black da hell. Is this a self-conversation?
“ Vicki what is the matter? I can’t help you if you don’t tell me”
“I don’t trust you enough to burdening you that information. When am I going to be home.” I am pushing some kind of buttons cuz his eyes are flickering. Like someone didn’t pay the light bill.
“you promise to give this relationship a chance.”
“This is me giving this relationship a chance. When are we touching down?” Some need to pay the light bill. A person should be this divided.
“Soon 10 – 15 minutes I guess” his monotone voice in this situation is not helping. I know he want to say so much more.
“Vicki you have been sleeping for the whole ride. I’m worried.”
Sir I don’t remember the day I’m worried. “yea I guess I tried from the vacation. I think they don’t have the stamina keep up with you” Straight black eyes sir get your mind out of gutter.
“you’ll get used to it” he bends down and kiss my forehead. Now my head in the gutter and I don’t have the energy for followthur. I turn around and go back to sleep.