My dear darling chapter 5 and 6
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Q: What is love?
Everyone gave a different answer. Love for someone is an unknown feeling. It takes years to understand the meaning of feelings. Someone said, profit means loss. Give her gifts, give her time, give her this, give her that—then she'll be gone. It is quite understood that this boy Jabbar has eaten a six. A girl, she is married, he says, love is a habit. One said, love has no meaning. One is a fan of Shah Rukh, according to him, Love Dosti Hai. Someone said, love is a four-letter word. After all, he remembers the words of the one who said, there is another reason, the good boy who called the man Thudi seems very familiar to him. It seemed so. He felt that the boy also knew him. But somehow the boy also wrapped himself up by talking. The boy is fair. Clean shaven, leaving a blue line of beard on the cheeks. quite long His own height is five seven. Taller than him, I think six. It seemed that he was a working class person. Was in formal dress. Last time we met on the field. He said, “Love? Love is an accident. Which can happen many times in a lifetime. You can't stop it. Then you will have nothing. Only that person will be the most obvious in front of you. You will have the power to break society, rules... you will want to be her. Otherwise life is in vain..."
What better said! What is the name said? Nilavro! give blue
Nilavro! Nilavro... the name sounds very familiar. Anyway, he did not remember at this moment. On the contrary, his words moved her deeply. I remembered the look in Nilavro's eyes. The way the boy looked at him said the words. As soon as he remembered, his chest trembled again.
Sighed. Love! Love? Where are these for him? No! Sleep came and flew. He went to the balcony and stood. The moon was not visible, but its astrologer was visible. A cold breeze hit his body.
Love! It was good. Lolit! The relationship lasted for a year. Love before him! Even though she called him her best friend in college, she really fell in love with Anurag. That's when he understood what he really wanted!
And everyone on the other side explained it to him, his position. He is a man. Even if he wants to be a woman, he cannot be a lover. Body can be changed by treatment. But being born as a 'male' cannot be changed. Therefore, she will always remain a 'transgender woman', a 'gay' - never a woman. Can never be a lover...
This society will not accept her as a woman...
(6)
"His chest is filled with love!
She could be a lover...
He can also be a partner of broken love!
Agal broken caressed him,
Disrespect comes back to flyers.”
— Ananya
— Why do you always write 'Ananya' at the end of writing? Your name is unique!
Abhir gets a smile.
— so
— How is this!
— Why do I really write like this? In fact, I want to be freed from the burden of a unique identity. But, I know no one will accept me as 'Ananya'. So let my pen name be Ananya!
Diameter! The point is stuck here. I don't know why he didn't answer. The message comes after posting the text. Then this bit... Abhir now remembers where he saw Nilavro. This is on f*******:! He sometimes comments on his posts. Before this, there was a conversation on Messenger a couple of times. He remembers
Another ping...
—After seeing you today, I did not dare to speak. I didn't recognize your eyes, so...
Abhi saw the message from the notification. He understands the language of his eyes! Someone sees him with so much mind! He was surprised. Then answered.
— didn't really care. You could talk!
— Well! Do you talk to everyone?
— Um! yes If not, many people think that I am doing 'ga dhaladhi'. You have to think a lot to understand! You have to think a thousand times to speak openly.
— ...
Abhi thought he would leave the phone and go to sleep. Then ping again.
— I was thinking of telling you something.
— Hmm say!
— Can you meet?
— see?
— You don't meet anyone?
— Yes I do...
— See you in the field tomorrow afternoon!
— the day after tomorrow!
— Do you have difficulties?
— I have a program that day.
— Not even half an hour?
— Well, okay, five o'clock then?
— Thank you... followed by a heart emoji.
Abhi is shocked. What a matter! There is a different fear in his mind! But it blows up again and again. His mind is trembling at the thought of a fear! That may not be the case. And what is really a woman! Where is the happiness on his forehead?
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