Dear little sister ❤️‍🔥🦋

"I lost my home" (Elinor's POV)

???:MAMA...PLEASE PLEASE COME BACK TO ME MAMAAAAA. my face

was filled with tears i was in a uniform my bag and books on the road and i was sitting outside of my house. mama send me school today i was so exicited cause she promised me she would take me park with baba and when i was coming back from school the house was engulfed in flames.

i was crying sitting on road calling for my mama and baba

there was crowd of people looking the house sitting on Aflame some fire brigades in red jackets were trying their best to extinguish the fire and take my parests out of the house

maybe they were screaming or mabye neighbourhoods were shouting

i didn't understand any sound or word and sirens those were making my brains vessels pop out all i wanted was to hug my mama and cry on my baba's lap i needed them

i heard a voice from behind me crying and shouting a very familiar voice

???: Elinor ....Elinorrrerr

that familiar soft voice againg hit my ears she was saying my name

i stand up my small body was trembling as i turned around i saw aunt Mary she was my mothers bestfried i remember her how can i not we spend my winter holiday over her place

i ran towards her and my small trembling body hugs her so tightly even tho i was much weaker cause of all crying i did i was sobbing

Elinor: aunt ma.. mary whewhere is mama baba i.....i wanna be with them 🥺

i was continuously crying sobbing and choking on my words

i thought aunt Mary would help me find my mama and baba

aunt Mary without a word pick me up in her arms and carry me towards her car and sit inside holding me in her arms

she give me hope A hope that my parents will be okay and that i have to wait untile mama and baba is getting aid for the injuries they phased

but their was someting inside me that keeps making me cry their was somthing inside me that keep saying 'you lost your parents.... mama baba will not come back..i lost my mama baa' but i keep pushing myself to just hear aunt Mary's words i was telling myself everything will be fine then me mama and baba will go out visit the park just like we always used to do on ever Friday’s right after when i came back from my school

Then why today was not like every Friday…maybe this is why we call it life?, this is why Fate ever exists?, and this is the only way i can find my light in darkness without help?

My eyes open ..and i was in white room as white as snow, but it was pretty warm.My eyes were on those white ceilings ..i slightly looked at the right side of the room

My eyes went wide,frozen i jump out of my skin

Their was an infusion stand right beside my bed and a drip was lifting in it

My eyes went all the way from the drip to the Cannula injected in my wrist

It was my biggest fear my baba never give me injection when i used to be unwell baba always finds out another way, cause my baba was the most known Doctor

And now seeing it in my wrist is shaking me inside

I shut my watery eyes tightly cause i didn’t wanted to see my wrist at all

I heard the click of door opening

My eyes slightly open and my red,swollen eyes went on

An old man in lab coat holding clipboard and a pen in his hand while his face was in kind and soft smile, his smile was touching his green eyes

Doctor Alexander: how are you feeling child??

After doing this old mens enquiry through my eyes

I spoke

Elinor: where is mama baba ..

Their was a sudden light in my watery eyes a hope that he would call them and my mama baba would walk in anytime soon

Doctor Alexander: my child you’re very strong you know that..?

At the doctor’s words my light was fading and tear was the only thing left behind

Doctor smiles so softly then scoot a chair near my bed and sits one it raffling his his fingers through my long black silky hairs that my mama loves to comb and braid she used to do it thousands of times 💔

Doctor: okay i’ll make you meet your parents tonight..but only if you promise that you will be a good girl whole day eat your food and take medicines ..promise?

The doctor shows me his pinky for to seal the promise i smile softly even though i wanted to cry my heart out but i truly wanted to see my mama baba and so i was happy i can see them tonight

No i didn’t asked where aunt Mary was cause i know she wouldn’t be able to face me, she was not well off she eats one time a day maybe, sometimes that one time doesn’t come as well ,she stays in a hut type of a house she couldn’t afford me i was surprised how she affords herself now cause my mom used to give her money for all her expenses..so i never asked for her or about her cause i know she must be embarrassed way much ashamed for leaving me to get adopted.Some nurses here told me in their sugar filled tone that i’ll get into another house to live with another family no matter how sugar coated their voice was their words were still felt like dagger in to my soul

Whole Day i eat food took medicines and pray for the night to come as fast as it can

Finally the night comes

Doctor put a blind fold on my eyes and took me somewhere

I don’t care where doctor was taking me as long as i can meet my mama baba i can do anything

Doctor softly took off my blind folds it was a beautiful lawn filled with white lilies and tulips they were all cover in golden lightning it was a vision of unparalleled beauty 🤍✨

I was so lost in that beauty but my eyes keep going here and there to find mama and baba

Doctor Alexander: my cild wanna see mama baba?

Ohh i truly irrevocably did

Elinor: ye..yes doctor please i wanna see mama baba

My dark big doe eyes on the doctor’s face which was as always in a smile with glints of softness in them

Doctor Alexander: look up! In the sky find two most shiny stars those captivate your eyes ..come one..

I look in his face my hope was again fading my heart was about to burst in sorrow

But i hold myself and took the tiny bit of a courage that was left behind in me

And i look up and found two stars they captivated my eyes not cause they were beautiful but because they had this pull over me i couldn’t describe i was at loss of words

Doctor Alexander stays quiet just softly patted my back

I didn’t know why looking at those stars why my tears start to fall unstoppably

Doctor Alexander: you know my child the way you did a promise with me and full-fill it the same way your mama baba told me they are making a promise with you ..

My eyes didn’t left the stars i Just couldn’t stop looking at those stars

Elinor: wh..what promise?

Doctor Alexander: they would always stay with you through these two starts one your mamas and other one your babas

I look up and i felt..felt like home again 🥺 my tears keep falling

Doctor Alexander: you know my child the next house you will be going into they will love you ..and they want to adopt you but whenever you miss mama baba always look up in the sky 🌌 they will never break their promise..

I nod i knew this was gonna happen so i accepted it