"Raelynn I hate begging but if you need me to get down on my knees and plead with you to go then I will do it. I won't be able to focus on what is coming with you here," Idris's voice pulled me out of my reverie. "But it's you who said that am your mate and as a Luna I should always be on your side. Why can't I stay with you right now?, ... I don't want to leave you, I know how weak the wolfsbane made you become," My voice cracked at the end and tears threatened to spill as I rested my head on Idris's chest, gripping him tighter as if he was my lifetime. "You right Raelynn. I know but am sorry. I don't want to put my babies' lives in danger," His hands cradled my face and his thumb wiped away a stray tear on my cheek before lowering to trace my bottom chapped lip. "There's nothing to for

