RAYLEIGH ** “Nana, I swear I’ll explain everything.” I told her, trying not to be rude and hoping she would understand my situation and not pester until we gave her a clear explanation. “And you will have your every answer, post that. I promise.” I said to her and she smiled, taking my hand and holding it. “I can see it in your eyes, Ray. They are shining looking at one person.” She said and I only looked at her with a very helpless face. She wasn’t like her usual outgoing self and was being empathic towards me. “Regardless of any kind of shine, a diamond’s shine remains forever. No white gold can replace it.” I told her and she kept quiet. “You are the best diamond, Mommy.” Grayson muttered and I looked down at my little man who was the biggest reason for me continuing this life.

