It fell from my hand and I rushed to pick it up and I pressed it to my mouth before I blacked out. Immediately I inhaled it. I inhaled deeply with my chest rising high and the knot in my lungs losing a bit…no this is too much. I kept on breathing as the seconds went by until I was stable again.
He forced himself on me...he tried to kiss me, how dare he? I ran my hand through my hair and tried to calm down…I won't be able to avoid him for long, I told him we can't work it out, because I'm not ready but it seems he's only after his feelings for me. And doesn't care if I feel the same way or not. He's not like Bryant who doesn't push me and is very understanding, the way a proper boy should be, not like Chatterbox...all he wants is a relationship with me and nothing else, not cool, not cool
