"I've never hated anything more in my entire life.
Politics
The dirtiest game ever.
"Ahhhh!!!" I screamed at the top of my voice, completely lost in my dilemma, no idea of how to resurface, scared of the next thing to see...I'm just...no!
I'm now a widow.
A childless widow.
I lost my husband and son.
My family.
I'm a loner.
I was taken away from them and I've never resisted for anything before in my life, but this is just different, they are my life line, but now they're gone, gone, gone, gone.
Gone.
I sat in the lobby with my head in my hands, my b****y hands.
Their blood.
My jeans and sweatshirt were stained with blood, dried blood, my blue sneakers were stained too. Blood all over me like I was shot
Yes, I was shot.
In my heart.
In the centre of my life.
I was shot.
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