MYKEL There was so much pain in her eyes. She had withdrawn to somewhere she didn’t want to be reached. It f*****g hurt knowing I was the one who put it there that I made her that way. I wished I could take those pain away. I didn’t care how excruciating it was for me—I just wanted to see the sparks in her eyes and hear her rich laugh again. For a second, I didn’t buy that tough girl bullshit. I’d known my wife for months, and she’d never turned her back on me. I knew she didn’t mean those words—those words were coming from a woman who was hurting and carrying the world over her shoulder. I f*****g missed her—my wife—the woman I fell in love with. Now was not the right time to give up on someone I loved. Now was not the time to have some doubts. Days had passed, and I had

