The train finally arrived to its destination. When the engine turned off I felt like my heart stopped beating. My hands started shaking and suddenly breathing became so much harder for me.
I was about to take the first step of my new life. Starting now this was going to be the reality. My safe personal bubble was broken beyond repairing. I had to step out of my comfort zone and learn how to live again. Adjusting to this new environment would be challenging but I had no other option.
I knew that this was not a bad thing and I also realized that I should have been grateful that I even received a second chance to start over but I got so used to my everyday routine that even thinking about changing something insignificant in my life gave me an anxiety attack. Although being in my hometown
