Lately, I've been thinking a lot about the time when I first discovered I was gay.
To be honest, I don't actually remember the exact moment. I recall seeing a movie when I was about 13, which was quite s****l, don't ask me why I was watching that kind of movies at such a young age. I don't know the name of the movie but I do remember that there was a s*x scene between a man and a woman. I also remember how I started looking at the man and thinking how handsome he was.
But that wasn't my first man crush. Actually I'm not even sure if I can call this one a crush because it could have been just a friendship and I couldn’t really tell the difference back then. I was too young to understand that kind of stuff and my memories of that age are very fragile.
Anyhow, before I moved back in this
