Oh my god! Why the f**k did I say all those things to Andrew yesterday? I think I might be insane. He must be infuriated with me right now. I mean, in my defense I had eaten a brownie with drugs in it but that's still not a good enough excuse for my impulsive and reckless behavior. He probably hates me now and who could blame him. I was way out of line and I definitely shouldn't have yelled at him. Though I am a little bit surprised by the fact that I still remember all that. I thought that drugs would have the same effect on me as alcohol and I would just forget about everything next morning just like I did about two years ago. But I guess I wasn't lucky enough this time. I remembered everything and it was so awkward and embarrassing that I had no motivation to even get up from my

