Brian-
Fuck! This is bad! I shouldn't be feeling like this! I should be happy with how Sofie and my brother are getting closer but it is actually hard to be just happy for them. Because although I love both of them dearly and want them together, I can not be only happy because there is always sadness in here, in my heart.
And I shouldn't be feeling sad. I should only look at her as my sister-in-law. I should look at her as my friend. I shouldn't step up when I know there'll be my brother always by her side. I need to get my mind straight, I need to act accordingly because I can't be possibly falling for my brother's wife and a friend. I don't know why I can't get grip on myself.
I liked her when I met her. I've practically grown up listening to her achievements in the class, in sports,
