Chapter Sixteen Unending Education – The Female Experience I think it was during the fifth of the infinite number of times I spent in that tank that Goddess began to acclimatize me to my surgically/genetically-created female organs. The experiences were always unpleasant in the extreme and of course she knew of this from my near-hysterical, protesting screams. Not only that, but while I retained consciousness, she continued to withhold the tumultuous s****l releases I’d experienced before at her hands, so that I soon came to crave these sensations desperately. That possibility was the carrot that kept me going, I think, during the constantly repeating cycle of isolation, forced exercising, prolonged sessions of discipline and the horrific times I spent in the tank. I continued to be for

