The week came and went and soon, I was standing on the field in the chilly middle of May air at 5:45am, waiting for Sirius. I suppose it wasn't too bad. I felt the chill, but it wasn't bad, just a slight annoyance as I was mostly nice and warm. Benefits of being a wolf, but that's not to say that I could go out in -40 and be fine. No. That is freezing, that is cold, and absolutely not. I remember having to stay outside in -45 in my old pack because I accidentally dropped Nyra's favorite cup. I stayed out there for 5 hours in nothing but a t-shirt and shorts, no shoes or socks, and if it hadn't been for Mari, I would've gotten frostbite or worse, died of hypothermia. Living here and dealing with my trauma, I realized how much of what I went through wasn't okay and wasn't as normal as I th

