A Rogue’s Unconditional Love

Chapter Eight

Jenson's Point of View

Stupid. That's the only word I can describe myself as right now; stupid. I should have known better than to holler with Samantha here. After everything that she has gone through, I should've known.

"No s*it, Sherrlock. You really are as stupid.I swear it's like you get dumber by the second." "Shut up Kyro. I don't need your input." I grumbled as I pushed him to the back of my mind.

After about 20v minutes passed, I began to get anxious. With the constant pacing, I'm surprised that I haven't worn a hole in the floor yet. Goddess, what have I done? Now Samantha is going to reject me, and think that because I hollered, I'm just like all the other alphas that she has heard about. I just pray that she will forgive me. I just found her, and I'm not going to be able to handle it if she leaves me.

After another twenty minutes or so, Kaitlyn finally came out. "You duma*ss! I swear we don't have the same parents, or maybe mama dropped you on your head when you were born. I really have no idea. I swear you are the dumbest person on this planet! Ugh! Such a dumba*ss!"

I rubbed my face and shook my head. "I know Kait, I know. Please can I come in? I need to see her, to apologize. I need to show her how bad I feel, and how much I want us to work. I can't handle a rejection from her. I can't. I'm so scared, Kait." I said as I began to tear up.

"First of all, you called me Kait, so I know you're being serious. If that's not enough, I know the tears are. Second, she loves you Jenson. I see it every time that she looks at you, or is next to you. Go in there. Fix this. If you screw up again, I will personally kick your a*ss all the way to meet the Moon Goddess. Now go!" She pats me on the back and gives me the little push I need to go.

I wiped my eyes and knocked on the door. I heard a whispered "come in". I slowly cracked the door open and slowly slipped my head in. She's sitting on the edge of the bed, still in my shirt, but now she has put a pair of my boxers on. I internally groan as Kyro begins to stir. "Son of a bi*tch... she is going to kill me." "Serves you right." My d**k begins to pitch a tent. I take a deep breath, close my eyes and will him to go down. When I opened my eyes, I noticed that she was staring at me. I began to slowly take steps towards her; to get as close to her as possible.

As soon as I make it to bed, I sit beside her. She begins to fidget with her hands as soon as I sit down. I grabbed her hands to stop the fidgeting, causing her to freeze. "I'm sorry-" We both laughed as we both said it at the same time. "You go first baby." I told her.

"I'm sorry that I jumped when you hollered. I'm just so used to everyone hollering at me, and then they usually hit me as soon as they get done hollering." Her eyes get teary, and I just grab her and pull her into my lap. I put her head on my shoulder up against my neck, and started rubbing her back.

"No sweetheart, I am sorry for hollering. It wasn't at you. I've just never been so, I don't know how to say it. You just make me want to ravish your body, to worship it rather. You are just so d*amn beautiful, and I am so grateful that the Goddess has you to be my mate, baby." I said as I continue to rub her back. She lifts her head and gives me the biggest smile. "I'm grateful for you too, Jenson. So grateful. You saved my life." As she then kisses my cheek.

I give her the biggest, goofiest smile I can give to he. I then kiss her. I kiss her like she is the air I breathe and I am a dying man starved of oxygen. I pour all of my heart, and soul, into the kiss.

She turns around in my lap to straddle me. Grinding on me, and moving her mouth down my jaw to my neck. As she slowly makes her way down my neck moans my name. I groan, and I reluctantly push her away. Pouting at me, I struggle to tell her "Baby, don't do this if you aren't ready. I'm fighting myself, and Kyro, to hold back, but I don't know how much longer I can keep him back. He's literally banging into my mind, begging me to let him get out and mark you.

She began to kiss down my neck again to my marking spot and gently bites it causing me to groan. Making her wake back up to my ear, she nibbles on it, whispering "Don't hold back Jenson. I'm ready as long as it's with you. I don't want anyone else." With that, I let go. Oh Goddess, please help me.