Day 165
5:00 a.m.
Parker
It’s been a couple of days since I helped Ryan through his night. Ever since then it’s almost like he’s a zombie.
He is going through day to day life and just working through the motions. I haven’t pushed for anymore lunches with Jade although she has asked us out one more time, but I denied before she could even mention it to Ryan saying that we were just way too busy that day.
I’ve had a hard time sleeping since that night I constantly feel like I’m hearing something and that he or Skye need me. Ashton is trying desperately to calm me down enough for me to get rest, but I’m only sleeping maybe 4 hours a night right now.
I sigh as I change the position on my bed again feeling desperate to get comfortable. I notice my phone lights up and my eyebrows raise in
