Day 127
9:00 a.m.
Ryan
Ashton and Parker aren’t supposed to come home till tomorrow and I’m grateful that it’s still the weekend, so I have the day off and Skye doesn’t have to go to school. I messaged Emma and Ava last night to see if they had any tips or felt comfortable enough to come over and spend some time with her. I just… I feel so confused and like this shouldn’t be an issue I should be dealing with, but at the same time I don’t have the heart to ask Parker and Ashton to come home early.
It would be selfish to do that because this is nothing I can’t handle.
I’m sitting in the living room watching TV and wondering when Skye will get up. My body is like on an automatic timer to wake up at 7 each morning and I have a hard time sleeping in. I have a hard time sleeping in general
