Day 190 12:00 p.m. Parker Skye was thrilled whenever I told her she was going to hang out with Emma for a little bit today. There are days I swear she prefers Emma and Ava over me. I don’t mind it and I understand it… I’m more of the mother figure so I’m not as fun to be around. I remember preferring Ava over Emma for that same reason. I’m waiting on the elevator now and I feel myself getting nervous at the thought of confronting Jordan. I know that the man is not a fan of mine, but if I don’t go on missions then I don’t get paid and to have me sitting out this long isn’t fair to me. I’m perfectly capable of going on a mission there is literally no reason for not sending me out other than the fact he doesn’t like me. I get up to his floor and walk towards his office and I see his rec

