Day 191 7:00 a.m. Ryan I hate being up so early. Today was supposed to be my day off and yet here we are almost at Tom and Emma’s house and Ashton is driving. Skye has fallen asleep in the backseat and I’m pissed off to already be awake and Ashton seems very happy. I ask, “Why are you so happy?” He chuckles, “Do you know how long I’ve waited to get some real training again? Parker gets so paranoid I haven’t been able to do anything. Tom must’ve talked some sense into her.” I murmur, “Good for you.” He asks, “Why are you so grumpy?” “Rough night.” I grumble back to him. It’s not a lie. I’m having a lot of trouble processing seeing Parker and Hunter in that position. I know that she loves Ashton and would never cheat on him- especially not with Hunter. But there’s just some uneasy fee

