I'm Sorry

12

Bre Pov

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I cant believe this, after 2 years. I was just a sideline? I laid in bed making tweets.

@My_Dollhouse : f**k relationships...

@My_Dollhouse : Is this my consequence?

@My_Dollhouse : I wonder who she is .....

@My_Dollhouse : This just isnt adding up...

I stopped tweeting and signed. I slowly picked up a cookie from my dresser and ate it. I stared at the dresser, slowly got up and opened it . Inside was empty .. it was Diggy's drawer . I looked behind the tv and behind the headboard . Something told me to look under the bed , and I did .

It was a strange box, I opened it and saw nude pictures of Diggy and some girl, I saw old notes and letters, dildos, socks, size 3 panies, even a wedding ring . I felt tears stream down my cheeks. I read a letter .

Dear Love,

Hey babe. I miss you so much , when can you come see me again? This long distance relationship is killing me. You live more than 170 miles away ... I barely see you. I want you more and more each day. Bre give it up, but not like you. I need a million dollar p*ssy, you know? I got the nudes yo sent .. That new langerae you bought makes your t**s sit up perfectly . I love it . Anyway, im still thinking about coming to live with you...How is Larry and your son Leonardo? He got big yet? Since his dad left .. I can replace him! Gotta go tho, Love you Desiree .

Sincerly,

Daniel .

Desiree ? Desiree who ? I cant believe this, after 2 whole years . I picked up a old cumbled up paper, it read :

Desire Tmyman

4 yarz ole

Mi nam is Desire Tmyman an im in 1st grad. My besfrnd iz Danel an i lik his har.

1st grade ? This b***h can spell . Desiree Twyman ? I looked at the nudes to try and see her face . She was darkskin and had braces, with loong weave . I called Yn , she knows best !

Yn - Hello ?

Me - Yn! Diggy left me ...

Yn - WHAT !

Me - Yeah, also he's been cheating on me .. with a chick named Desiree Twyman! I called because you basically know everyone, do you happen to know her?

Yn - .....................

Me - Hello ? Yn ?

Yn - Desiree Twyman you say ..

Me - Yup!

Yn - Call you later.

She hung up, she must know her.

Yn Pov

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The next day

I woke up and walked to the mini bathroom on the bus, I did my hygiene and put on some black sweats, a gray beater, and my grey Jordans. I put my blonde hair in a bun and walked by the chairs. Coach and the team was sitting on the chairs , Coach had a chart as the tean focused on it.

"What's going on?" I asked sitting in a chair by Wade.

Lebron looked at me and signed, "The bus just broke down so wefe searching for a hotel. Were just trying to find the right one." I smiled, a hotel? Awesome!

I looked at the chart, "The Hampton is pretty neat." I explained.

Coach called the Hampton, "Too high." He said hanging up.

We contiuned looking at the chart, "Wait... What city is this?" I asked.

"Boston." Andersen replied. I jumped up and pulled out my phone.

"I have a homegirl who works at The Marriot , she'll give us hell of a discount!" I scrolled through my contacts and saw 'Bahja'. I called her.

B - Hello?

Me - Hey Bahja! It's Yn.

B - Yn Ln?

Me - Yes!

B - OMG I havent talked to you in since forever! I heard you had a baby!

Me - Yeah, Arionna. Who told you?

B - Bre, anyway wassup?

Me - So you still live in Boston right? & Still work at the Marriot?

B - Yeah & Im the manager, im never leaving!

Me - Great so, me and the team are here .... we need to find a hotel ...

B - Well come on by! 5932 Spring Hills Lane!

Me - Coo, we'll be on our way.

* Hotel *

Mr. Spoelstra divided us into groups too share a room with.

Lebron James, DeWayne Wade, Chris Andersen and Christopher Bosh.

Greg Oden, Ray Allen, Mario Chalmers, and Shane Battier.

Norris Cole, Udonis Haslem, Rashard Lewis, and James Jones.

Jarvis Varnando, Micheal Beasley, Joel Anthony, and Myke Kanbango.

Justin Hamiliton, Eric Griffen and Coach.

Me, Chad, and Shareef.

Great .... Just Great .....

Me, Chad, & Shareef went into the elevator. Shareef is the quietest one out of all of us, so he sticks to himself. He was on his phone.

Chad looked at me and

smiled, "Roomates with my bestfriend!" He yelled.

I blushed and gave him a highfive, we got off the elevator and searched for room 219 , we soon found it. The room was huge, it had 3 differents doors slit up. The problem was, only 2 bedrooms and the kitchen and living room.

"I call a room." I said opening the door on the right.

Chad followed me, "I want a room too!" He semi whispered.

I put my luggages on the floor and opened the blinds, "Get the other one." I explained.

He scoffed and went in the other room, I unpacked my clothes and put them in the drawer, I turned on the AC and went back in the main room. Chad was in the other room with the door closed and Shareef was just standing there looking around.

"Where's my room?" He whispered to himself.

I walked over to him and he jumped as if I startled him. "Im pretty sure the couch comes out." I unfolded the couch and i transformed into a bed. "There you go." I said smiling. He signed and sat on the bed.

I knocked on Chad's door. s**t by Future blasted through the walls.

"Come in!" He yelled.

I walked into the room and started blade dancing. We both danced to the song until it was over. Chad was putting his clothes up and watching tv.

"Im going to the main lobby." I said. He nodded and I walked into the elevator and down too the lobby. I saw a girl with pink and black hair turned around on the phone. I tapped her, she looked at me and smiled.

"Yn!" She yelled.

I hugged her, "Hey Bahj. Wassup?" I asked.

She shook her head , "Nothing really. How about yourself?"

I told her about everything, far as Ari and Chres, also about Diggt cheating on Bre. About Chres's case & how I got a crush on Chad. I can tell her anything.

"So how has Craig been?" She asked blushing. She always had a crush on him , since 2nd grade. They even went out until he cheated on her with Khera, that's why she moved too Boston.

I smiled, "He's just fine. Him and Chres live together."

She nodded, she was struggling to ask a question, until she let it out. "Relationship status?!" She said quickly.

I thought for a moment, Craig is single, but he's also a player. "He isnt tied down, that's the problem. He has too many hoes." I admitted.

"Hoes huh?" She whispered. She signed and played with her fingernails.

I know she feels awful, knowing she was a faithful there whole relationship. "Im pretty sure he would lik too see you." I said trying too cheer her up.

She shook her head and signed, "I doubt it. He hates me."

I looked at her seriously, "What makes you think that?" I asked.

She looked at me seriously as if I was clueless, which I was. "You know what happened on the last day we saw eachother." She whined.

I remembered, but I tried too forget. "I also know what happened the first time you guys met."

I saw a smile creep her face.

Flashback

We was in the 2nd grade, me and Bahja was partners coloring a kangaroo.

"Th tail should be purple." She said coloring.

I shrugged, "Whatever."

We contiuned coloring. A boy ran over to our table and took the purple crayon.

"Hey we were using that!" Bahja yelled.

The boy looked at her, "I need it for the teeth!"

Bahja laughed, "Purple teeth? Ugly colorer!"

The teacher came over too us, "Now Manny give Bahja her crayon."

Manny smacked his teeth and threw the crayon at Bahja, "Stupid!" He ran back to his table.

"Ouch my eye!" Bahja cried.

Another boy came over too our table, he was super quite and small. "Are you okay?" He asked Bahja.

Bahja looked at him, "No!"

He blew in her eye too make the pain go away.

"Craig take Bahja to the nurse, her eye is swollen." Th teacher said.

The boy grabbed Bahja's hand, "By the way. Im Craig." He said leaving the classroom.

End of Flashback

Bahja blushed. I looked at the clock on th wall. It read 11:23 pm. "Bahj I gotta go, It's getting late plus Im tired." I said getting up.

"Okay...Call me tonight then." She said locking the cash register.

I went in the elevator and too our room. Shareef was sleep and Body Party played in Chad's room. I knocked on his door, he opened it with a bathrobe on around his waist smelling like Axe. He looked amazing, no lie. I kinda got wet down there, for the first time in 2 years.

"Yn, wassup doll?" He said walking towards the body mirror. I walked inside his room and sat on his bed.

I stared at him wiping chest with a towel and put on deoderant. "Nothing much, how about yourself?" I asked

He looked at me and smiled, "I was waiting for you to get back. I rent The Heart She Holler, wanna watch it with me?" He pleaded.

I nodded, "Sure lemme just get prepared." I left out the room door and went inside mine. I turned on the shower and listened too Sweet Love by Chris Brown . I took and shower and let my body soak in water, I havent talked too Chres all day today. Im going too call him later. I scrubbed my body, and got out the shower 7 minutes later. I put the towel over my body and walked in my room. I dug in the dresser and put on my matching pink bra and panies, some hollister pajama shorts, and a tanktop that showed my cleavage. I put on my fuzxy slippers and FaceTimed Chres. He answered with Ari in his hands tugged up on his shirt.

Chres - Hey Yn.

Me - Hey Chres, Wassup?

Chres - Nothing really just chilling.

He put Ari down on his bed.

Chres - How about yourself?

Me - Nothing, about too watch a movie with Chad. I saw Bahja today, she was really siked too see me. But you know her main focus was -

Chres - Prod? I know, she love that nigga.

Me - Yeah what's Prod's relationship status?

Chres - Alena and Adele, the twin sisters. He can tell them apart, but there too dumb to find out they have the same boyfriend.

I chuckled lightly, he looked at me through the camera.

Chres - I miss you, I wish you were here cuddled up with me.

I blushed lightly.

Me - I miss you too.

Chres - Ari misses you too, she always wake up and ask for you. I be like "Ari she's not here" and she'll get a attitude and say "Well bring her here!"

We both laughed .

Me - Yeah, I miss her too. But look I gotta go, I'll facetime you tomorrow okay?

Chres - Alr, bye love.

End of conversation

I walked out the room into Chad's. He was laying on his bed scrolling through Netflix. "Dont be afraid too lay next too me." He insisted. I slowly sat at the end of his bed and pulled out my phone, "No! This is bestfriend time." He took my phone and put it on the dresser along with his.

He clicked on the movie and it started, I layed at the top of the bed with Chad for about 40 minutes. He was knocked out. I slowly go out of the bed until he grabbed my arm. "Sleep in here." He insisted. I said Okay, got my phone from off the dresser and laid back down. He wrapped his hand around me and slowly kissed my neck.

"Chad what are you doing?" I asked. He ignored me and contiuned kissing my neck. I jumped up but his arm was attached to my body too tight. "Chad stop." I demanded . He ignored me again. I signed, "Chad let me go. Please."

He turned me over cuffing my breast, "I know you want me, You know I want you. Let's just get this over with."

I thought about what he said, even though it's true, It's still the wrong thing too do. "You have a girlfriend." I said pulling his hands off my breast.

"She dont have too know." He whispered in my ear.

I got off my bed and stood up, "Chad im trying too get back Chres."

"Why?" He said jumping up. "He dont want you!"

I rolled my eyes, "Imma make him want me, soon as we get back in Miami."

I left his room and went in mine, uggggh. Why does life has too be so hard? I like Chad, but what he just did was mad disrespectful. Plus, I still want Chres. He was perfect for me. I need too sleep on this, I laid my head on my pillow and driffed off too sleep.