Seira stares into nothingness. She is trying to convince herself what happened was just a nightmare. She looked up to Lucian before she discovered she is Norcana. She thought of him as a big brother. When she learned about her true identity, she got angry. She despises him.
But now, because of what happened, every feeling she has vanished into thin air. She was dumb, still dumb even hours had passed. Lucian left her there without uttering a word. She felt ashamed, cold, and naked.
The emotions she should have felt had been shut down. Her body fooled her. Her body gave up on her. She gave up and let Lucian do what he wanted to do to her.
She wanted to fight. She really did. But her body, as if eager to let him do her, kept her from fighting. She felt weak inside and out.
As he left, her
