I know Rylan wouldn't want me to come back to the sacred ground that he once closed already, but my life is at stake and his willingness to bring me there made me feel wanted.
I know Rylan wouldn't give up on me that easily. I love him more because of that, but I am being unfair. The circumstances are giving him a hard time, while all I do is sit and wait.
I never wanted this.
I never wanted him to suffer for saving every time.
Rylan led us back to the sacred ground where I have last seen Maara. We may never have had the chance to talk much before because of the circumstances, but I really wanted to get to know her. I wanted to know if I was a good mother to her.
It's weird knowing at this age and time, we are just about the same age, but Maara is the only person I can ask about it.
