I had prepared myself for whatever may come. Uncle Wesh never liked me. I know he would blame me for what had happened to Rylan and Dariana. I would agree if he blames me. When I choose to love Rylan, I should have expected things like this. But I never expected that it wouldn't end. It pains me to see that because of my choices. My family suffers. Slowly, I'm believing in the fact that maybe I don't really belong to this world-- not at this time. Does Lucian know about this? I can't help but think that he does. He had been saying that I shod come with him. We are on our way to the mansion. I could feel my heart beating so fast. I have been there a couple of times. I know Troy would welcome me as a family, but the rest of them, including Uncle Wesh, I know they won't. I am still N

