I honestly don't know what's gotten into me. I had this urge to go out without anywhere to go.
I can't think straight since I got out of the hospital. Ever that Seira jumped into me, I started having these flashes of images in my mind.
I can't look at my Seira whilst having those thoughts. I can't bear to see her face while my mind makes me see someone else.
I don't know what she had done to me. I was weak at that time. I didn't even know Seira brought me to the hospital.
I woke up and that Seira was on top of me, kissing me.
She must have done something to me.
I somehow felt alive after we kissed. I could tell that she must have transferred some of her energy to me.
I don't like this feeling. It feels like I can't control my mind. It feels like that power she gave me, gave the drag
