"Please, can I talk to you?" I heard a familiar voice ask in a low tone, and I looked to where the voice was coming from. It was Adrien, looking at me with a sad expression on his face. Dark circles were evident around his eyes, and I couldn't help but wonder what had happened to him. Didn't he sleep well? But for the first time in three years, he asked politely and didn't demand. That's new.
"Yes, what's up?" I asked casually, trying to hide the fact that I was worried about him.
"Not here," he said in a low voice. "Come with me."
He stretched out his hand, and I took it, shooting Travis a small smile before walking away with Adrien. He led me out of the class, and we walked in silence until we got to his black car parked outside. He opened the door and signed for me to get in, and without a word, I got in, and he did the same. He started the engine, and I kept stealing glances at him. It hurt to see him like this, and I couldn't help but wonder what could have happened. I had never seen him look this way before. He looked sad, miserable, depressed, and human.
The car came to a halt, and he turned to me with a small smile. He got down from the car, and I did the same. I looked around, and fear caught me. We were in a forest, a beautiful, quiet forest. It looked like a perfect place to dump a dead body and get away with it. Did he finally decide to kill me? Did he finally get tired of bullying me and decide to end my life?
"Relax, I won't hurt you," he said right on time, as if he could hear my thoughts. "Now, come on."
I followed behind him, and we walked for a few minutes in silence before we stopped in front of a big blue ocean. Sparks of the sun were touching the water, making it look even more beautiful.
"Take off your clothes," he said.
What? I mean, yes, I would like him to be my first, but I'm not ready yet. I'm not even 18 yet, and I don't have my wolf yet. I don't think I'll be able to take it. He is an alpha, and I'm an omega. Wolves are rough when it comes to s*x, and I won't be able to keep up with his thrust without my wolf strength.
"I'm not ready yet," I said in a low voice, fixing my gaze on the floor. His loud laugh filled my ears, and I looked up at him in confusion.
"Get your mind out of the gutter," he said with a small laugh. "Trust me, take off your clothes."
He turned around and started taking off his clothes, and I did the same. I was left with my black bra and black pants, and he turned around, his eyes meeting mine. But they didn't stop there. His eyes traced every part of my body, and I felt my cheeks heat up.
He got in the water, and I followed suit. The water was cold and calming, and we swam. He was fast, and I tried my best to keep up. His pale skin shone, and I couldn't help but stop to admire him. He looked like a Demi-god. His eyes met mine, and he swam closer to me.
"This used to be my mom's favorite place," he said, snapping me out of my trance. I could sense a hint of sadness in his voice, and I didn't like it.
"What was she like?" I asked, looking into his eyes, and he smiled. His smile made him look even more charming. I wish he would smile more.
"Like you, brown hair, green eyes, and a beautiful face, but she was not a weak omega," he said with a teasing smile, and I punched him on the shoulder. He held his shoulder and laughed, making my heart do a backflip. I don't know what happened to him overnight, but I like him this way. He is nicer.
"What happened to her?" I asked, and his eyes changed. His laugh died down, and the sad look was back.
"She was murdered," he said in a low voice. Murdered? I have heard few stories about the Luna. She was an alpha's daughter. I heard she was kind and full of life, but nobody knew about her whereabouts. They said she just disappeared, she left the pack without a word, but murdered? Who would do such a thing?
I moved closer to Adrien and wrapped my tiny hand around him. Every time I felt pain, my dad always hugged me, and I felt better. It's a way of cheering me up without a word. His body felt still, and he was not responding to the hug.
"What are you doing?" he asked in a confused tone.
"Taking your pain away," I said and looked up to him. "Is it working? Do you feel better?" I asked, and his eyes flashed, and he pulled me away from him like I was a pile of trash.
"Don't ever do that again," he warned. "Put your clothes back on. We are heading back."
He said and swam out of the water. I was left there, shocked and confused. My mind kept racing with questions. Had I overstepped a boundary? Had my attempt at comfort been too much?
I wore my clothes and walked back to the car. I got in, and he drove back without a word. He dropped me in front of my house and left without a word. I couldn't help the pain in my heart, and the tears started to flow freely. What did I do? Why did he treat me like that?
I tried to calm my racing heart as I opened the door. I ran to my room and buried my face into my pillow, letting the tears flow freely. I have loved him for three years, and all I ever got were abuses and punishments. The one time he opens up to me, I ruined it with my stupidity. I'm so stupid. I'm stupid to think somebody like him could ever love a weak omega like me. All this while, I have been lying to myself that there is a spot in his heart for me, but there isn't. He will never love me, and I have to accept it. He will never see me as nothing more than an omega he can mess with. All this years,I have let my life revolve around him, and it's time to stop. It's time to stop liking somebody that will never like me back. I'm done. Instead of trying to get his attention, I'll try to stay away from him.
"It's for the best," I told myself, trying to convince my heart to let go. "I'll be better off without him. He doesn't care about me, and he never will. I have to keep that in mind. I'm nothing but a weak omega, and Adrien will never love me."
The truth was hard to swallow, but I had to face it. I had been living in a delusional world, thinking that Adrien might someday return my feelings. But it was time to wake up and accept reality. Adrien was an alpha’s son and I was just a weak omega. He would never love me, no matter how much I wished for it.ADRIEN WILL NEVER LOVE ME.