Chapter 58
Sean
I left the house with a heavy heart. I couldn't believe that Helena did that to me. She knows about my trauma with pregnancy and she did it anyway.
How could she do this to me? I wasn't ready to be a father again. I am just getting used to being a father with Summer. I was hoping that this new chapter of my life will take longer, but now it's ruined. Our conversation was nothing to her. She simply made a decision that wasn't about her alone, it is not just her life that is at stake, but mine as well.
I couldn't go through that again. I couldn't lose someone again and it's even worse now because I love Helena so much, more than I loved Joyce and the idea of losing her breaks me.
If I will suffer again from something I couldn't get back, then it's better if I lose it no
