Previously ; We settle in , enjoying drinks with our appetizers and splitting a bottle of wine with the meal . The dessert menu sneaks its way onto the table . I smirk as I see her gaze drift to the sweet treats . We'll order something decadent to celebrate . "Before we … " I gesture to the menu . " There’s something I wanted to say . Well , something I wanted to ask . " A nervous laugh escapes me . " I’ve been - " " Can I go first ? " I splutter . I wasn’t expecting an interruption . My careful orchestrations are put on pause . " I , um , please , " I say . " Do . " She takes a breath . Her demeanor shifts . She tucks her hair behind her ears . She isn't looking at me . I watch the rise and fall of her chest , its tempo increasing . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

