11 OCTOBER 2019 : ( Second half )
I am feeling very weak . It feels like my legs are not able to hold the weight of my body. Every inch of my muscle is aching. My chest is hurting so bad however it is not bleeding anymore. How is it possible that every time I hurt myself in a dream, I hurt myself in the real life also ? There are a lot of questions in
my head whose answers are yet to be found but what I am sure about is that everything I am experiencing is not because of the trauma of past, I am not experiencing distorted reality. I am having paranormal experiences and it has something to do with the other side. I think the link between the two worlds is
weakening. The spirits are not just reaching out to me, they are blaming me from their death. First Jenny, then Elizabeth and now Sama
