JAX:
It had been a week since Amelia's disappearance. A week of mental f*****g turmoil. A week of almost losing my mind and projecting it on everyone.
A week of going crazy over and over again and feeling f*****g empty. I should have marked her. Damn, I should have marked her as mine when the opportunity came but I'd done nothing as I was waiting for some sort of wake up call. This was a mess up on my part.
I was so pissed at the fact that I could feel the Pack member's emotions. I was their Alpha and they were all tethered emotionally to me. It made everything hard as I'd already relapsed and was unable to find a way to shut them out.
It messed up with me to the point where I even had to break things and punch walls to get them out of my head.
Wherever I was, I always found it hard t
