*CHAPTER 88*
AMELIA:
For the next few days, I let myself go. I let myself feel the pull to my mate, Derek. After my moment of grief, I decided not to let it dwell again.
Jax was mad at me. At everyone and I was mad at myself for what happened but somehow, it made me let myself lose. Hell, I found myself constantly enjoying my hobbies wigh Derek. We would go to the library together, pick a few books to read and then talk about it. I usually read it out to him at times while he sat back on the cane chair, listening and drinking a cup of grape juice or tea.
Oftentimes, he would find me by the library corner, poring over a book and sit there with me, either watching me read or using his phone. The silence was starting to feel comfortable and whenever it wasn't, we would fall back into co
