LEAD ME ON

OLD BOAT

Now the letter was in my hand and a lot of questions were in my head. going towards my bed my only vision is to get comfy and read it properly. It was sealed with a beautiful flower. I love these small details but the fact that he still remembers them is impressive ….‘nice’. It was a well-written 4pages pinned-together letter. I wasn’t expecting this, well nothing is going in line with my expectations either I am expecting too much or too less aaahhhhu. Now my eyes were trying to read what was written while my mind was still trying to understand the words ………….

Cimson letter

Cimson pov this letter wasn’t in my plan, and neither you were in my plan but the plan isn’t necessary for things to happen I am writing this in the middle of the night, I want to talk to u, and tell u everything but I can’t, so here I am writing this. I don’t know what I am gonna write but all the thoughts right now when I broke up with you, I planned to be happy. I wasn’t feeling my best with you. that relationship felt like a prison. I was suffering every day so I broke up without even thinking of you, and here I am coming back without even thinking of you I know I am being selfish. But believe me, I have suffered enough.This year has been the worst year of my life. I was fighting with myself every day and the thought of running to you and hugging you tight had taken the rent-free space in my head. Right now I don’t know what I am doing I have no idea what's going on in your mind and if you will ever accept me back or not but I want to try cause I can’t fight this urge anymore. I want to let you know everything. I broke up with you and decided not to look back. I planned all my life without you , things to explore I was very much excited, I applied to an agency and when they contacted me I was on the ninth cloud, therefore, I moved to new york I still regret not saying goodbye to you last time. You were in deep sleep and I had an early flight. My heart was aching but it stoped after I reached there. Even though you were in my mind but I wasn’t missing you. things were not perfect but weren’t bad either, I met a girl while shooting. we were a great match, perfect. I felt like I found my soulmate, she was just like me. Going out, clubbing all night having fun everything seemed fun but then it didn’t last long. Things started going down the hills. Even though we were living together we stop enjoying each other company. The habits on which we bonded now became the cause of our debate. she wasn’t at fault it was me. I wasn’t over you, I was expecting you from her. The debates took over our giggles. It was becoming toxic for both of us. I don’t know what I wanted so we took some time off she moved back to her home and I moved here I don’t know If I can consider her my girlfriend or not. we even broke our contact. The day I saw you in the club, it wasn’t planned. I was just out to refresh my mind but I saw you and couldn’t control myself I shouldn’t have done that ……

Medalina pov

ahhhhhh I am so tired right now and I am confused. One thing which I am questioning right now is If they haven’t officially broken up that means they are still together it is just that they are not in contact. I can’t describe the state of my mind right now I am angry and emotional, and I am feeling bad for her and for myself ….god damn .Taking a deep breath holding my unrequited tears in my eyes they shouldn’t be out for such a player I kept the letter under my bed. laying on the bed I can’t help myself but a glimpse of us was running all over my mind.

I met him in my last semester, he was an exchange student. all of my friends were working on getting a boyfriend and I was also one of them, but all of us were unsuccessful. My problem was that the boys who liked me, I didn’t have any interest in them and the boys I wanted didn’t have any interest in me.

when I saw cimson my eyes went wide I didn’t believe that our batch had such an extra handsome boy and I didn’t even notice

laughing at my thought, the thought of my office hit I should sleep tomorrow is my meeting but it was already today 1 am wow Wwww sleep sleep medalina ………………….

morning 7 am

suddenly a loud sound was heard around my head I was still half asleep, taking my phone in my hand I know it is my alarm I stopped it and tried to wake up but I don’t know when I slept again I wasn’t in deep sleep my mind knew I had to go to office early today. so after approx twenty minutes, I finally wake up. My head hurts I made my way toward the washroom. putting a toothbrush in my mouth hardly opening my eyes but the second I saw my face my eyes went wide open, my face was swollen and I don’t know why, my mood was already not that great today and now I had to deal with this face aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaafck

here I am sitting with this shitty ice on my face god this should work……….. this must work or else I don’t know what I am gonna do ……………….. I am done now Its already been ten minutes, makeup will do the rest, yeah it will …………………………………………. coming outside settling myself in my car I headed towards my office.

I enter my cabin laiba was already there giving me a warm smile. she is very charming, beautiful and caring.

what is my schedule for today I asked her

one client meeting at 1 pm followed up with a team meeting at 3 pm and some miscellaneous work

hmm ok

want coffee

yup I said

I opened my PC to work. she didn’t say anything about my face which means it's good.

ten minutes later she enter with two mugs sliding one toward me she asked

“everything good “

why

seems like you haven’t slept last night

"I did, don’t worry" I told her

let's have lunch together today ok

I looked at her with a questioning expression “ we have our lunch together every day don’t we “

yeah we do but I just wanted to mention it today that’s it

why???????