Love? or Hate?

A sweet memory

Adhena was not able to sleep. She was sitting in the balcony when jen came.

"You are not going to sleep"

"No I will sleep in a bit. What about you? "

"I was not getting sleep. "

"Oh then sit. We can enjoy night sky"

"Hmm.. "

"Addy I was thinking what if it was as before when we were young. When you were close to Adam family. Then you would have been the happiest girl. Right? During that time you wanted this to happen. You loved him. You wanted to be his right? "

Addy sighed "it's all in past now. I am not the same Addy now. I don't know whether I have any feelings."

"But being his girl was your priority at that time. Sometimes you irritated him to get his attention. When other girls approached him you did your best to drive them away. Sometimes you made me do things so that you can be alone with him. You even started making tea and sandwich the way he likes. "

Adhena smiled "yeah . But I never did much to drive others girls away. He will do half by himself. He never treated any girl perfectly. He was very wild and cold towards girls.But he was fun and cool with his friends. "

"You can't say that he never treated any girl properly. He used to treat you very well."

"What? Me? When did he do that? "

"Oh you never noticed but I have. I always had a feeling he was secretly watching you and protecting you"

"What? He never gave me attention. I used to doll up for him to see. He won't even look at me. Shamelessly I have forced him look at me and talk to me.I had did that until he started going to college. After that I was not that much daring that's when I started asking for your help. And you are telling he used to give me attention"

"Remember when he was in library. You went with me there to see him then I got interested in some books and asked you to help. "

"Yeah then I fell and he catched me. Otherwise I would have to do some plastic surgery on my face. Even if it was you he would have done the same"

"Yeah may be but he was so far away how he reached there if he was not observing you. And he was holding you for long. "

"Shutup.you were so young so you were just imagining things. "

"Now I am not young"

"Whatever it was everything was lost after that day. One time I saw him after that incident there was only hate in his eyes. "

"You really met him after that incident? "

"Yeah.I wanted to talk to him I don't know why. I sneaked out and when to the library when I heard he is there. He was not ready to talk to me and told me stay away from his family"

"Oh that's dark"

"After that I never met him. I thought I will see him after Anne comes back or everything settles down but nothing happened everything became more messed up. Remaining you know. "

"Then you had to manage your life which was totally messed up"

"Yeah.you know everything jen"

"What you gonna do if you have to marry him?after all these years meeting him again I don't know how you are gonna handle it? "

"I also don't know jen. But that meeting is something which cannot be avoided.Life have always played with me. It never went the way I wanted it to be. Now I feel I have to wait and see what will happen"

"Hmmm"

Adhena thoughts

Lost love. Not sure what to call him. Due to the friendship between grandpa and gregory grandpa we always meet. Even if he was elder to me when we were kids we used to play a lot.when it changed to love she's not sure about it. when he started to distance himself from her she wanted his presence that need changed to love. She still remember whenever grandpa gregory came she will dress up prettily. Go and sit beside Chris to play of course he will avoid.

One day she was so fed up she hold his face and turned towards her

"Can you see me? "

"I am not blind. What are you doing? Take your hands off me"

"If you can see me why don't you talk to me and play with me."

"What I will play with you? I am not a girl to play doll games"

"Oh..so if I can do what you guys play. Then you will play.?"

"Yeah if you can climb that tree then we can play with you right Peter. "

"Hey Chris it's too dangerous for her"

Chris said to Peter "don't worry she won't do it"

"Are you sure?Well I can see she is already near the tree"

But adhena went to the tree.and started climbing the tree. After climbing few branches she said "See I can climb" and looked down she lost her balance and started falling she heard a shout.

When she opened her eyes she was lying on Chris. He was panting and he was holding her "Are you alright?" She nodded she was not able to speak. Peter helped us to get up.

"Are you alright. Your hand doesn't look good "

"It's ok. Are you mad addy. How can you do such stupid thing. You would have hurt yourself badly"

Suddenly Her eyes teared up. She was not able to see anything many people where surrounding them. Everyone asked whether she is ok. But she was crying because he hurt his hand badly.

Adhena smiled thinking about this incident. May be that's when her first love started.