I didn’t sleep. Not even a little.
I lay there the whole night, my eyes burning, body heavy but brain wired, replaying every second of dinner with Adrian. Every word, every look, especially the moment I opened my mouth and called his place lonely. His face, God, that flicker in his eyes. Like he’d been caught naked. Just for a second. Then it was gone. Shut down, covered up with that same armor he always wore.
But I saw it. And it kept me awake until dawn.
By morning, the sheets felt like sandpaper. My skin buzzed. My chest hurt from holding in too much air all night. At six I gave up, climbed out of bed, and shuffled into the kitchen.
My kitchen. Tiny, chipped counters, a coffee maker I’d bought used for ten bucks. I brewed the last scoop of grounds. Bitter. Burnt. Thin. I drank it anyway.
The whole apartment suddenly felt wrong. Too small, too cheap. Like I’d outgrown it in one night. I looked around—my books stacked in uneven towers, the faded curtains, the sink that never quite drained right. In less than a day, I wouldn’t be here anymore. I’d be in a penthouse with floor-to-ceiling windows and rugs that cost more than my yearly salary.
My chest squeezed. Not excitement. Not dread either. Something in between.
At eight sharp, my phone rang.
“Miss Moretti? Jennifer Walsh, Cross Maritime legal.”
Her voice was exact. Clipped vowels, measured tone, the kind of voice that could slice glass. She introduced herself like I should’ve already known her name.
“I’d like to arrange your contract signing,” she said.
I swallowed. My throat was dry. “When?”
“When would you like to schedule it?”
“As soon as possible.” The words came out fast, before I could stop them. If I hesitated, I’d bolt.
She didn’t even pause. “Ten o’clock. Our offices. Forty-second floor.”
Perfect. Neutral ground. No way was she stepping foot in my shoebox apartment.
After she hung up, I drifted into the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror. My reflection looked… tired. Pale. Like a ghost trying to pass for human.
What did you wear to sign a contract that would erase your old life and glue you into someone else’s?
I opened drawers, yanked hangers, nothing felt right. Black dress? Looked like I was headed to a funeral. Maybe I was. Navy suit? Cheap. Sad. I pulled it on anyway, then peeled it off again two minutes later.
I finally settled on jeans and my cream silk blouse, the only “nice” thing I owned that I hadn’t pawned. My grandmother’s pearl earrings. My hair pulled back into something neat.
If I was about to be branded Mrs. Adrian Cross, I at least wanted to pretend I belonged in the role.
*****
The Cross Maritime building rose out of the street like a fortress. Cold glass. Steel edges. Money carved into a skyline. Walking into the lobby felt like walking into another planet. Black marble everywhere. Echoing shoes. A receptionist in a suit so sharp it could draw blood.
“Forty-second floor,” she said, after barely glancing at me.
The elevator ride was silent except for my heart thudding. Forty-two floors up. Every number that lit made my stomach sink lower.
Jennifer Walsh’s office was at the end of a long, hushed hallway. Her nameplate gleamed. She was younger than I expected, maybe early thirties, blonde, tailored suit that looked custom. She shook my hand firmly, like she was testing how much I could take.
She offered coffee. I asked for water. My palms were damp.
“This is an unusual arrangement,” she said, almost casually.
“Yeah.” My voice came out smaller than I wanted.
Then came the papers.
Thick folders, stacked like bricks on the table between us. The contract. Prenup. NDA. Things I didn’t even know contracts could include. Clauses for everything: exit terms, health contingencies, scandal clauses. Rules for what happened if one of us crossed the “professional boundary.” My face burned at that part.
And then she slid one page across and calmly explained the financials.
Not ten million. Fifteen.
Fifteen million dollars.
I froze. Just stared at the number like if I blinked, it would vanish. Jennifer kept talking, pointing with her pen, walking me through the breakdown like this was simple arithmetic. Monthly allowance. Living expenses. Wardrobe budget. Health coverage. Final payout at the end of the marriage.
Her voice was calm, clinical. To her, it was business. To me, it was my entire life rewritten.
“Why so much?” I asked. My voice cracked.
She didn’t blink. “That’s a question for Mr. Cross.”
And then came the addendums.
Unlimited funds for my father’s legal defense. Appeals, retrials, lawyers with names that carried weight. Private security to guarantee his safety inside prison walls.
I had to read it twice. Three times. My chest tightened until I could hardly breathe. This wasn’t just a contract. It was leverage. Protection.
It was my father’s freedom, or as close as I could get.
“What’s the catch?” I whispered.
Jennifer looked at me, eyes sharp. “There will be expectations.”
She listed them: public appearances. Harvard reunion. Board retreat. Charity gala. Not just handshakes and smiling. Whole rooms of people who could spot a fraud from fifty feet away. Rooms where Adrian belonged, and I… didn’t.
By the time she finished, I felt wrung out, hollowed. And then she leaned back, studied me like a scientist peering at an experiment.
“Are you certain you want this? Once it’s signed, there’s no walking away without consequences.”
Images flashed in my head. Dad behind glass in that orange jumpsuit. The eviction notice taped to my door. My wallet with a single twenty-dollar bill.
And then Adrian’s storm-gray eyes. The way he looked at me like he already knew I’d say yes.
“I’m certain,” I whispered. Even though my stomach was screaming no.
So I signed. Again. And again. My name bleeding across page after page until it didn’t even look like my name anymore. Just letters belonging to someone else.
When it was over, Jennifer clicked everything into a locked briefcase. Handed me an envelope. My name scrawled on the front in Adrian’s exact handwriting.
Inside was a black credit card. Heavy. Cold.
A note:
For immediate expenses.
Movers at 2. Marcus at 4.
Welcome to your new life.
—A
My hands shook.
*****
The movers showed up right on time. Three men in dark uniforms, polite but fast. In thirty minutes they gutted my entire apartment. My books, my grandmother’s blanket, a few framed photos. The rest? Left behind. Cheap furniture, chipped dishes, all of it too worn to follow me.
When they left, I stood in the empty doorway. The place felt hollow. Like I’d never lived there.
At four sharp, Marcus appeared. Perfect posture, steady eyes. He didn’t even flinch when he said, “Mrs. Cross.”
The name hit like a slap.
The penthouse elevator opened directly into his world, and there he was. Adrian. Jeans. Gray sweater. Somehow more dangerous in that than in his expensive suits.
We talked. Sort of. He mentioned his stepmother. Said she wouldn’t like me. Said it flat, matter-of-fact, as if it was gravity.
I asked him if I was basically a gold digger.
He didn’t blink. “Are you?”
“I’m a woman trying to save her father.”
That made him smile. A real one, small, sharp, but there.
He showed me the bedroom. Our bedroom. My suitcases were already waiting, placed neatly like they’d been there forever. He said we’d start sleeping in the same bed tonight, so his housekeeper wouldn’t suspect anything. He said it casually. Like it was nothing.
But it wasn’t nothing.
I unpacked anyway. My clothes looked pitiful beside his rows of pressed shirts and tailored suits. My books looked like orphans on the shelves. My things whispered “outsider” in a room that screamed money.
Later, I sat on the bed. My phone buzzed. A new text.
Eleanor.
Dinner tomorrow. 8 PM. Sending a car. Wear something appropriate.
Not an invitation. A summons.
That’s when it hit me.
This wasn’t just about Adrian. It was about his family. His world. The rules I hadn’t even learned yet.
Tonight, I’d sleep next to a man who thought loneliness was a choice.
Tomorrow, I’d sit across from his stepmother, a woman who already wanted me gone.
And I had to survive both.