" Yes, I am" I answered suddenly out of breath. I knew I do not have to concern myself with anything about his private life. We were just bound by the contract and surrogacy alone. Trying to collect me, not to be in a complicated state knowing fully well jane would try to get answers all from whatever she wanted to know. "How is Abel? And hope he is treating you well " I asked. "Yes, he is but I love him and feel like something is missing," she said "Like what " trying to get her answer. "I wished I can explain, but I'll tell you when the time is right ". "Okay, anytime I'm always here " trying to reassure her at least. "So you've made your decision still about the surrogacy". "Yes I have " We chatted for hours, trying to bring back memories and recreate the time we'd missed. "Ha

