Bill was caught off-guard. And it made his confidence tear down once again. He was not ready and was not expecting Ian could say such words to him. Ian really was a sharp-shooter and his words were sharp enough to not miss the bullseye of Bill’s core.
No words were coming out from Bill’s mouth even though he wanted to defend himself. Yet, as much as he wanted to, Bill could not deny that Ian was right. He does not love his best friend more than a best friend. He knew for himself that he is straight and will only love a girl to be his partner for life. But. . . At the same time, Bill also does not know why he is confused now. The fear of Ian losing his time for him, losing their closeness, and losing Ian because he is with someone else having a good time distorted everything, from Bill’s i
