The overflowing happy mood around Bill instantly started to drain seeing Ian with Kurt. But what can he do? There’s nothing he could do for now. He had to wait for the time that he could already name the feeling that was creeping in him. And by simply watching Ian with Kurt, Bill felt like he was being stabbed several types directly to his heart. And it felt like a piece of lemon and salt were pinched on the wounds left from those stabs.
Was it what people called jealousy that Bill felt? Bill was not sure about it. Yet he could not stop feeling it especially that he is watching Ian being escorted and treated very nicely as if Kurt already considered himself as Ian’s boyfriend, as if the both of them already are a couple officially.
Just thinking that Ian and Kurt were a couple for real a
