The Last Breath In Love

THE BEGINNING OF TRUE LOVE AND HAPPINESS

CHAPTER 13

Oh well i guess true love is real.When you finally have someone to call your own of course not in a form of ownership or anything of that sort.I stopped believing in love until i met this amazing guy,he's dark and a little taller than me and a lotbmore loving than i expected him to be.I mean we met in a really awkward way which i won't tell by that time i was so in love and yes the "new love" feeling was onto me and i couldn't help but hide it because i did not want to expose myself for all the things i have been through when we just met so i kept my cool and be myself.Time flies when you are with someone you love and that very same someone is able to love you back genuinely.Trust me true love is a choice and i made a choice when i met this guy,to stay with him the minute i had the chance to speak to him.Having him in my life is a blessing that i never thought i'd receive after everything i have been through.You see when you meet someone you love that's a chance but to stay with that someone it's a choice. The last thing that i want is to lose this guy because, man he completes me .He motivates me into becoming a greater version of myself and i doubt he even knows it. Prayer can build a passage for your relationship and allow god to work his miracles on you.

Then comes a day when we decided to spend more time together and i was so shy because it was our first time hangingout for long hours and my shyness made him feel like was forcing things and i really did not want it to seem that way. Well our hangout had to be cut short and i really blamed myself for that because i didn't trust the poor guy and eventually tortured him just because of someone i could not get over. I could not tell if he was mad for me making him a fool or made him look like a fool. Well i had to put my actions together and learn to move away from my past.I actually caught up with the present life and got to discover how life was meant to be for both of us.I learnt that i should never judge someone before i got to know them because you never know who they are or whatt they have been through.Not everything in the world is rock'n science you know sometimes it's us that makes things difficult to handle we get too comfortable with situations that we never handled before and think that it'll be easy getting out of them. Well it was safe to say i have true love again.

CHAPTER 14

I started getting pretty comfortable around him and would die to spend as much time as I could with him, but school and his work were our priorities and we had to manage our time. He always motivates me about going to school and working in a career field of my own choice,being dependent because this world is really cruel to young souls like me. He builds me while i thought he was going to break up like all the guys i have dated and it was a norm of being hurt. I had to wait to see if his intentions were true before i could get committed and all that stuff. I could tell by just looking in his eyes and i must admit it's hard for me to make eye contact with a guy, but with this one , I enjoyed looking him in the eye. I guess he changed me into someone who i long wished to become. Everytime he came around, I always made sure i had my best outfit and honestly i realised he never cared about the type of clothes I wore. All he wanted was to be around me. This guy really got me on the other side of the world that i never thought I would be in. Things are still going well for us and everything looks promising but i don't want to settle yet i mean we still have a long road ahead of us if we decide to take this relationship to another level. I just have to see how things work out and me having to relocate from Rustenburg at some point put my relationship at stake because we have never been this far away from each other so we are both trying to adapt to the situation. My brother once said to me "It's never easy to leave someone you love behind,if that person really loves you he'll be consistent and push life and work so whenever you meet you all build something strong and that comes with trust and loyalty so if both of you are loyal and trust each other then you have nothing to worry about this distance is nothing".

CHAPTER 15

After arriving in Mafikeng the boys would hit up on and i remembered that loyalty and trust are the most important things that i should always keep in mind. And yes his work got him so busy that we barely ha enough time to talk through the phone when i was in rustenburg it was much better because whenever he had a hectic day at work and we did not talk much during the day no matter how tired he was when he knocked off he makes sure that he comes to see me and spend some time together. Honestly i did not want him to torture himself like that but i can never get through him especially when he calls me "SWEETNESS" i would just agree to what he's saying. That's how he got me wrapped around his finger ,he's a good guy and he's not a control freak just a lifetime advisor i would say. You know when they if he doesn't have his way to get through you he definitely needs some life assistant of relationships well my man needs none of that i'm not painting him good because he's my partner but i'm just saying how he is. I must say another man's ex is another man's treasure and someone's secured it with me. Finding true love is more of a treasure hunt,love means trusting yourself with someone who has seen you at your worst and loves you anyway,feeling safe enough to talk about anything and having the patience to work out disagreements.

Love means counting on someone who sympathizes with you when you had a long day,worries about you when you are gone for too long and always welcomes you with open arms no matter what. I am proud to say that i have my path way back to love and being loved and i believe that we all have our own ways around this world we just have to be careful how we pave them. Building a solid relationship takes a lot of time and commitment so you need to make sure that you put in some effort and trust me the 50/50 role playing always benefits you at the end. I found my prince and i am grateful for all he has done for me so i want him to know that he is highly appreciated and deeply loved even though i did not mention his name. Ladies not every man is your ex so before judging someone because of your past try getting to know them first ,you never know he might be the one you have been looking for so take a chance before making a choice.

I AM TSHEGOFATSO LENTSWE AND THIS IS MY LOVE STORY