LYNA :Regaining sanity

Chapter 18

"b***h get tf up" someone screamed and I heard my door make a very annoying noise I'm gonna kill whoever this person is I swear it. I groaned as I tried to open my eyes f**k the sun hates me this morning my head felt like a bowling ball I mean it was very heavy I needed more sleep. I adjusted on my bed as I fell on the floor with a thud.

"What the actual f**k" I screamed I swear my head felt like a car just ran over it.

"Get your hungover ass up we'll be late for school OK?" Elsa it was Elsa oh lord I need to put a lock on my door. I stretched as I got up from the floor using the wall as support,I went to the bathroom I finally managed to open my eyes as got ready for school. I felt like s**t today so I decided to wear something that went with my mood I ended up wearing black mum jeans, my red crocs, and red large hoodie I didn't even bother to do my hair or apply any make up. What did I do last night ... I tried really hard to replay the events yesterday but I couldn't remember s**t but I did remember taking my lovely boyfriend to a strip club well dang! I just hope I didn't disgrace my self that much. I walked into the kitchen not even paying attention to the people making noise in the dinning room. My mum must hate the fact that Elsa always comes early and even makes breakfast i mean we've been doing it for years.

"There's food in the microwave" Elsa sang I just nodded and walked there my head was banging I could hear it not entirely...

"Here's some aspirin" Elsa chuckled as i took it from her hand murmuring a thanks swallowing it as I scrunched my nose I hate drugs mehn!

"Where were you last night? That you got this shitty"Elsa asked when I sat down.

"Out" was all i said because trust me a cramping and hungover Lyna wasn't the friendliest.

"We actually went out" Ham's voice sounded at the corner of the dinning room that's when I looked up and noticed Ham and Jake seated on the counter. Elsa gave me the we have a lot to talk about and are you serious look.

"Really...where" she wasn't talking to me right now her attention to Ham.

"Urm..." He gave me a look over and I shook my head." We went to the park" he said smoothly I internally slapped my face this boy can't lie.

"And she got this drunk at a park?" Elsa wasn't gonna drop it trust.

"Yeah I mean what is a good date I mean outing without sneaking in alcohol which I didn't end up drinking" he winked at me thank God for my hoodie he didn't see what that wink did to my face.

"Oh look at the time Lyna are you done?" Jake said what a savior I just nodded my head signalling I was done. As went outside, I noticed it was just Jake's car well i wasn't in the mood to talk so... I just got in anyway. The drive was very long i just wanted to get to school and go home and sleep urggghhhhhh.... I will never drink again I can't remember what I did and it was killing me. I didn't even talk to Ham because what if I did something stupid oh Lord. When we entered school, we welcomed turning heads most especially I and Ham I totally ignored all the stares and whispers as we got to class. I sat down and immediately put my head on the table fighting my lids to stay opened.

"Urgghh...today's gonna drag...." Elsa exclaimed as she sat next to me. I ignored her and she began to poke me with a pen.

"What......." I huffed as I looked up facing a smiling Elsa.

"I miss you" she said looking all serious and then gave me that puppy dog eyes which made me roll my eyes."we should have girl's night since it's the weekend my place yeah" she wiggled her brows I know exactly why she wanted a girls night gossip pure gossip.

Fast forward to the rest of the day, the classes were boring as usual I spent my lunch break and the rest of school hour in the sickbay my cramps got worse and I used that opportunity take the nap I really needed.

"Hi I'm here to see Lyna" I heard the voice of someone I didn't want to see at the moment..Ham.

"Oh she's in here" he thanked her and soon I heard footsteps getting closer.

"You can't act you're terrible" he said and chuckled. Fighting a smile,I sat up right yawning still trying to act I looked at his hands and noticed he was holding something I guess he noticed my hungry ass staring.

"Urmm.. I noticed you were not in the caf so I got you these" he said nervously which was cute.

"Thanks and will you serve me or not I'm starving" I said and my stomach responded I loved her.

"Urmm sorry " he said as he handed me the wrapped lunch I quickly unwrapped it. It was pasta and some chocolate bars at the side I smiled I mean really smiled.

"Thanks " he nodded in response as I began the eat it happily. After a very short time what I was hungry I was done. The school bell rung and he helped me to the car he didn't speak of last night but it was killing me.

"What happened last night" i just said it like that plain like the i***t i was. He looked at me and burst out laughing I mean what was so funny.

"So... That's what's wrong with you " he began to laugh again his laughter was very beautiful but manly. What does he mean.

"But are you serious, you can't remember a thing" he said finally without laughing.

"Well I can remember the whole park scenario but from the urmm.... Club part it's not just there" I said not even looking at him at all.

"Well let me see..."he paused a little looking at the sky "well apart from the fact that you threw up in my car and you nearly became a stripper yesterday and gave me a lap dance nothing happened" oh my.."and you forgot your phone in my car but I'll bring it for you today" I didn't even notice I was without my phone and what did I just hear what no no no why did oh my i feel like digging a f*****g grave right now as if the heavens heard my prayers Elsa and Jake finally arrived. And the uncomfortable silence became normal phew..

Everything came rushing like a f*****g wave I mean the events played in my head like a horror movie yes it's horror because me? Lyna I gave Ham a lap dance I danced with Alla and I nearly fought a dude whoaaaaaaaaa and Ham saw,all that there goes my chance of him ever i mean ever falling for me. As I got into my room, my window was opened but I'm sure i locked it I slowly walked towards it scared of what might jump out but nothing was thereonly a small letter but the window seal with a stone on it. My hands began to shake as i opened it this was just four words but they sent chills down my spine all the other notes I've received didn't make me fell this was at all:

I'M WATCHING YOU

PRINCESS ;-)

These words i knew they had more meaning to them which scared me why was he doing this I mean I didn't do anything to him. Almost immediately someone knocked on my door making me jump.

"Lyna dear are you in" my mum sounded stressed well I guess she was.

"Yeah "

"The kid you went on a date with is here to see you....you can be in dear she's in" my mum screamed oh my Ham was about to enter my room why will she do that I mean he's a boy but why I'm I rambling like that in my head.

"Hi... I brought your phone" he smiled as he sat on my bed I didn't even notice when he got in oh well.

"Urmm thanks " I said taking it from his hand I immediately switched it on when it was done booting I saw it was 100% he charged it.

"Yeah i did" well i said that it loud oh dammit.

"Thanks a lot" i smiled as i dropped it on my reading table I sat beside him feeling a little tingly.

"I actually came here for two things and I love your room decor" he said still scanning the area.

"Urmm what did you come here to do or say " he shrugged looking a bit embarrassed.

"What?"

"I was just wondering if you would love to go to this fancy dinner thingy with me as my date." He said nervously.

"You mean a dinner with a bunch of rich folks" i said trying to hide my smile.

"Well you don't have to..."

"I was kidding I'd love to and what time should I be ready?" I said as I sat up facing him and oh my was he blushing...

"I'll pick you by 7 OK."

"Alright then" I smiled trying to contain the giddy feeling growing in my stomach. He smiled softly as he Made his way to the door.

"And Lyna.." He paused by the door"wear red" with this he left and I closed my eyes smiling really hard on lord.

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HIS POV

A strip club!! well my princess was full of surprises I couldn't believe it oh my baby has grown. Immediately they got into the car I tailed them driving slightly beside them I was very careful making sure they wouldn't notice. When they got to their destination, I was confused at first because it looked like a warehouse but as we walked for sometime...without warning stopped and turned around

"f**k" I whispered as I camouflaged in the dark. When they got in, I had to wait outside because I had no id. I waited till I couldn't wait again I got bored so I decided to go back to my crib and plan my next move.

Getting in through her window wasn't the best option since it was locked i guess she learned her lesson. I had to look for another way. I tried pushing the back door and it opened with just a push I laughed in contentment as i walked in. It was still the same our summer holidays replaying in my head like it was just yesterday. As I walked up the stairs I smiled at the feeling the warmed my body opening the door quietly like a mouse, I got into her room I opened her window slightly

hoping to give her a scare I dropped the note by the window seal using a stone as support just making sure that it wouldn't fly away.

"Fuck.........ohhh.....yes......ohh......" I began to hear like a woman not just any woman Marie moaning from the other room I guess it was hers. Just so i wouldn't be seen, I went through Lyna's window moving slowly following the sounds and what i saw nearly made me loose balance i tightened my grip she was riding a middle aged man like her life depended on it screaming in pleasure as they shared hungry kisses I was disgusted but mostly hurt and I must especially felt pure rage i wanted to run in there and slit her throat with her lover watching as her blood poured out on their naked bodies i smiled as the image of my imagination played in my head.

As I walked to my car, I could only think of what I saw and it killed me. I really wanted to get to her but I have to stick to my plan when I break Lyna, I'll surely break her too.