LYNA :Regaining sanity

Chapter 20

As we pulled up at the parking lot of the strip club well the ware house wink wink. I got out and started walking towards the entry.

"chill will ya you're going too fast "I immediately reduced my steps and waited for him to catch up " are you sure you're OK?" he asked going my hands in his squeezing it softly.

" even though I tell you you won't be able help me"

"well someone once said a problem shared is a problem half solved" Ham shrugged.

"what?"

" well something like that" I don't know how he makes everything calm.

" see you're smiling and when we get in I have an awesome idea "

" I'm not giving you a lap dance" I gave him my expert poker face.

" dammit! we'll have to play 20 questions then" I kinda liked the idea and i figured he wasn't asking he was telling. Liam wasn't at the door today twas Trevor and thank goodness he wasn't a talker so... we got in immediately without even showing any ID great! We ordered our normal drinks well I forced Ham to have sangria uhuh cue the victory dance.

" Question one what are your likes and dislikes and damn this drink taste's amazing" Ham said as we sat on our couch I'm serious it's a couch. As i looked at him i noticed the way things are going and i loved it i and Ham have gotten surprisingly close and i loved it.

" this is ridiculous" I snorted as I sipped my amazing drink.

" common just answer the damn question" he said lightly punching my shoulder.

" ouch that hurt and language"

"we're in a strip club and your talking about language? the alcohol seems to kicking in early" I laughed out loud punching him and he said something like I'm really strong im not one to brag but i mean...

" OK. I like urm.......movies,books,music,staying in, quiet places,drinking,pizza etc and my dislikes anything contradicting my likes" i smiled as I took my shot. oh! did i forget to mention that Ham said that we should take shots after answering the questions ikr very ridiculous.

" real smart I have to commend you on the contradicting thing your turn " he smiled at me.

"okay your hobbies" I didn't actually have questions to ask don't judge me.

" really?" he asked arching a brow and I nodded " ok.....partying,sleeping,playing the guitar" i was about to comment on the partying part by guitar? whoa I didn't see that coming and i still can't that coming.

" guitar? you play the guitar"

" well you heard me" he said taking shots.

" I never pictured you as an instrument guy"

" well I'm full of surprises" he said grinning ear to ear.

" well your turn" I said taking my shot.

" well I think 20 questions is a lot why not the" well I was running out of questions so i agreed." ok then what is your greatest phobia" the question took me sometime to think and the fact that i was drunk added to how slow i processed everything..

" well I don't think my phobia has a name. or I don't know the name"

" just spill Lyna" he nudged me which made me smile.

" losing people around me just around me even though I don't like them " that was all true. " what about you" I asked taking my shot i was already drunk wow...

" well my family" wait what? " my family and I want different things well most especially my dad and my dad's not really friendly when it comes to not doing what he wants you to do so ... yeah" I guess the 'wait what' came out loud and my heart softened at the way he told me I watched him take two shots well he deserved it.

" what unfriendly stuff has it done" I said without thinking f**k this alcohol for making me too blunt." I'm sorry I didn't mean that you mustn't tell me I..."

" nah it's fine I want to tell you I mean I trust you" he smiled and I swear my heart did a back flip and my nosy side smiled brightly.

" he has never done anything to me but I've seen him do stuff to my step sister but i was little so i don't really remember what happened" i tried to digest everything like damn sister?

" you have a step sister?"

"yeah even though I don't know where she is right now"

" what do you mean" i was so not following right now.

"well she got disowned when she snuck out of school and ditched the day well since my dad knows like everybody.. someone ratted her out my dad grounded her and when he found out she was dating his rival's son he told her to break up but she was pregnant with a month so she got disowned " that was a lot to digest and I felt really bad was i supposed to feel that though? and I wasn't really good with heart to heart talks.

"your turn" I tried to change the topic.

"what was on your phone that made you gasp like that" that question caught me off guard.

" what?"

" I noticed " was all he said

" well it was a text from an unknown number and....."I was interrupted by a hand on my lap

" b***h. long time" it was Alla whoa she was wearing a tiger print cover up today

" well hello wassup" I smiled at her she looked really sexy I wasn't really in the mood to talk to anyone today "f**k Ham we should go " I exclaimed and turned to Alla " well.. looks like we have to go" I said sticking some dollar bills in her panties.

"no problem girlfriend see ya" with this, I dragged Ham and stopped by his car.

"do you have wine?" I asked him with intense eye contact daring him to say no.

"yeah I do why" I didn't answer i just got into the car damn this alcohol for making me want go do things to him desperately. He got in to the car too

" let's go to you're place" i smiled at him as i turned the radio on singing along to the song playing making him laugh as he drove us to his house.

" whoaaa your house is large" i said with my mouth hanging it was actually large

" thanks" he chuckled as he held my hands considering the fact that i nearly Los balance "you're drunk and you want more wine"

"I'm not drunk im tipsy" I giggled OK...the alcohol really seemed to be kicking in. As we got into the house I went straight to the kitchen taking two glasses "here" i screamed i don't know why I did that too. He took it from my hands as he poured wine in it which I snatched and drank it giving him to add more

"no" my eyes widened how dare he but I just gave him my serious puppy dog eyes

"puhhlzzzzzz"

" no"

"ok I'll tell you a secret"

" spill"

" my dad sent the text"

"what?"

" my dad is a psychopath and he's back to hunt i and my mum " I giggled

"what!?"

" long long ago my dad lost his mind to drugs and we put him in a asylum he pretended to get better and when he got back he began to beat i and my mum and he kinda killed my uncle my mum's brother and he got jailed and now he's hunting me....now give me my wine..." I whined desperately without arguing ,he poured me a glass he watched me as i drank it his eyes looked sad? sorry? I wasn't sure and the alcohol made me not to care. I looked at him and I really wanted to kiss him with everything I have and before I knew it,I began to lean in and I ended up pressing my lips against his. He just stood there staring at me with confused eyes which pissed me off and made me feel stupid with the last pride I had,

" I'm sorry... I didn't mean...."

" what do you want" huh? I didn't know what he wanted me to say I mean I waged alot and I wasn't sure he was talking about what I was thinking

"what...t?"

"what do you want me to do to you Lyna....." the way he called my name made my panties soak and my insides churn.

*"everything I ..I .. want you to do everything" he moved very fast pinning me against the wall and i tried to breathe as his breathe brushed against my ear.

"hmm..." was all he said as his other went to underneath my dress grazing my thighs slowly making me gasp as he suddenly picked me up putting me on whatever he put me on trust me i didnt care spreading my legs with his as he trailed his fingers up my thighs as he brushed against my lacey panties as he nibbled on my neck making me gasp I didn't know what was happening but I didn't want it to stop trying my best not to lock eyes with him, I groaned in pleasure squeezing my legs as he used his tongue to graze my sensitive area I just wanted to scream.

" you like that...." he asked slowly i wanted to answer but I couldn't think straight and i couldn't speak i just nodded making him chuckle the he's of his fingers on my skin was driving me crazy and I think he noticed my sensitive part because he kept nibbling making my eyes roll in pleasure.

"fuck..." I whispered as his hands grabbed my ass firmly kissing my neck which made me drowsy not sure if it was the alcohol or his lips but I loved the feeling my eyes rolled and I squeezed my legs as his hands went in between my thighs and into my panties making me whimper oh my I felt and saw stars.

" you've been wet all this time " oh you dunno my head spun and any sound or word he spoke made my panties soak the more my eyes were completely shut and my brain completely shut down as he rubbed his fingers on my wet core and I couldn't feel my legs only the sensation bubbling in my stomach I couldn't keep my self up any longer he held me with his free hand as his fingers began to move in back and forth making me feel things oh my f**k I felt completely numb but the pleasure was intense and I felt every single movement he grabbed my jaw making me look at him the eye contact was intense as he pressed his lips on mine which I devoured almost immediately nibbling on his bottom lips making him groan he threw his head back as I squeezed his bulge from his pants which made me smile in contentment "f**k" he whispered as I began to rub it kissing me more and his fingers began to move faster making me loose control

he grazed my bottom lip with his teeth making me gasp chuckling lowly,he kissed me deeply. My legs began to shake as i felt an o****m coming like blazing fire " c*m for me Lyna...." he said his voice deep and husky and I let our a low cry as i came apart on his finger breathing heavily f**k that was... electic. Without saying anything, he picked me up and carried me bridal style to his room I guess I was so tired as he dropped me I snuggled into the soft covers.

" can I tell you another secret?"

"sure.."

" I think I like you" without I passed out.