Between Dusk And Conscience

الفصل الثاني : لقاء . Chapter Two: Meeting.

لتدخل قمر و اسيل من باب الجامعة و هم ينظرون حولهم . لتقول اسيل الى قمر بانبهار و مرح : سوف نستمتع كثيرا هنا ... و ايضا انا ارى الكثير من الشباب الوسيمون هنا .

لم تكن قمر تنصت الى اسيل منذ البداية ف هي قد وقعت عيناها على ذلك الشاب الذي يجلس مع شاب اخر وحدهم في منطقة مظلمة قليلا و ينظر احداهما اليها ب استغراب ولكن صديقه كان مثل الاحمق فهو قد وقعت عيناه على صديقتها اسيل و ينظر لها ب انبهار و كأنها كائن اسطوري ... ولكنها لا تلومه ف هي و صديقتها رائعين الجمال حقا و ذلك سبب لهم الكثير مع الفتايات و الشباب ايضا ... . لترى اسيل صديقتها تنظر ب اتجاه شابان . لتقول بمرح و هي تغمز لها : الم تقولي انك لن ترتبطي بحياتك ابدا ... لما تنظرين اليهما هكذا اذا . ثم تكمل بخبث و هي تسحبها من يديها ب اتجاههم و هي تقول : ما رأيك ان نتعرف عليهم ان كان يعجبك بشدة هكذا ... .

لتنظر قمر اليها بصدمة و هي تحاول الفرار منها ولكن دون جدوي ف هي بالفعل قد صدمت عندما وج

ت نفسها امامهما بالفعل و بجانبها صديقتها ترسم لهم ملامح المرح و الغباء معا و هي تقول : مرحبا شباب ... هنا جدد هنا في الجامعه ... هل بأمكانكم ان تساعدونا في العثور على اي قاعة هي ل هسة ميكانكية الترم الاول في السنه الاولى من فضلكم .

ليقول صديق ذلك الغامض بسرخية : فالنجرب ... انهم معنا في نفس السنة ... اعتقد اننا سننجح تلك السنة ايضا .

لينظر اليها ثم يكمل بمرح و سخرية معا : نحن هنا منذ ثلاث سنوات و لم ننجح ابدا ... هل تعتقدي اننا محسودون او اننا حقا حمقى لاننا دخلنا شئ صعب ك هذا .

لتضحك اسيل بقوة و تقول : لا اعتقد انكم حقا حمقى ... ولكن انا اعلم ان تلك الاشياء صعبة بالفعل و ان دخول كلية مثل هذه ليس من السهل بالفعل الااذا دخلتموه عن طرق غير قانونية .

لينظر اليها الشتب الغامض بغضب من حديثها ولكن صديقه يلحق الموضوع و ياخذ الفتاتان و هو يقول بمرح : هي اصدقائي سوف اعرفكم اين سيكون مدرجنا .

ليتركوا ذلك الغامض و تذهب الفتاتان مع ذلك المرح و يتكروا ذلك الغامض و هو ينظر الى قمر . و هنا كانت قمر شاردة الذهن في عينيه ف هي لا تتذكر اين رأت تلك العيون ف في النهاية لم تستطيع ان تتذكر شئ .

ليدخلوا مدرجهم بينما يقول المرح و هو يجلسهم في اخر المدرج : اين سيكون مكانكم ف كل من يأتي يحب ان يجلس بمكان ولا يتحرك منه الى اكثر من مكان لذا اختاروا مكانكم بعناية .

لتجلس قمر في اخر المدرج و تذهب ورائها صديقتها اسيل . ليقول ذلك المرح : اووه نحن ايضا نجلس هنا معكم في اخر المدرج .

كانت قمر ستقوم من مكانها بعصبية عندما علمت انهم يجلسون هنا ولكن فجأة تجد ذلك الغامض يجلس بجانبها ولا تستطيع هي الوقوف هي لتخرج . لتقول قمر بعصبية : الا ترى انني اريد الخروج ... ابتعد ارود الخروج الان .

لينظر اليها ذلك الغامض قليل ثم يعاود النوم على الطاولة التي امامه ببرود و اصدقائهم ينظرون لهم و يحاولون كتم ضحكهم لكي لا يحتكون بتلك الغاضبة و ذلك البارد . و هنا تبدأ اول محاضرة و يبدأ جميع الطلاب بالدخول و الجلوس ولا تستطيع قمر الخروج و الجوس بعيدا في اي مدرج اخر . لتجلس بغضب بجانب ذلك الغامض و صديقه مع صديقتها اسيل و هي تتوعد له باشد انتقام . لتقول اسيل ل صديقتها قمر و هما يخرجان من باب الجامعة بعد انتهاء محاضرات اليوم لهم و هي تضحك و تغمز لصديقتها بمرح و هي تقول : اعتقد ان ذلك الغامض الذي كنت عيناك غاضبه منه هو الذي كانت عيناك عليه في بداية اليوم ... ولكني ارى ان صديقه المرح اكثر جاذبية بالنسبة لي .

لتقول قمر بغضب و هي تنظر ل صديقتها : اصمتي اسيل ... انت تعلمين انني لا اكره في حياتي اكثر من الارتباط و الحب ف انت تعلمين انني لا احب الاحتكاك ب اي شئ او اي شخص ... لذا لا تحاولين معي ارجوك .

لتصمت اسيل و هي تكتم ضحكتها و يعودون للمنزل و هم في صمت . لتدخل قمر الى غرفتها في صمت و تعب و تقوم بتبديل ملابسها ب اخرى مريحة ثم تذهب الى الفراش لكي ترتاح قليلا . و هنا تذهب قمر في سبات عميق و يبدأ ذلك الحلم من جديد ولكن تلك المرة ينظر اليها الذئب و هو يقف امامها في الغابة ولا يتحرك فقط يبقى ساكنا . لتنظر حور الى اعين ذلك الذئب و هي تحاول ان تفهم ما يحدث لها دائما و لما تراه دائما في احلامها . لتحاول قمر تجاهل ذلك الذئب و اكمال طريقها دون ان تركض ورائه او ان يركض هو منها هاربا ... لتذهب قمر في اتجاه نزول منحضر سيجعلها تذهب الى المكان الذي يقف فيه الذئب دائما عند جانب النهر و عندما تبقى هي فوق بالاعلى عند الشلال و هنا تجلس قمر بجانب ذلك النهر و يأتي ذلك الذئب من ورائها و يجلس بجانبها و هو ينظر اليها ثم ينظر الى ذلك النهر و هو يضع رأسه فوق يديه التي امتدد الى الامام . لتنظر قمر اليه قليلا ثم تبدأ في العب بفروه و هي تقول قمر بهدوء و هي تنظر الى النهر : لما دائما تهرب بذلك الاتجاه ... هل هناك شئ مهم هنا ... ام انك فقط تحب النظر الى النهر . لينظر اليها الذئب قليلا ثم يبتسم بخبث و هو يظهر انيابه .

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Qamar and Aseel enter the university gate looking around. Aseel says to Qamar with amazement and joy: We will have a lot of fun here... And also I see a lot of handsome young men here. Qamar wasn't listening to Aseel from the beginning, as her eyes fell on that young man sitting with another young man alone in a slightly dark area, and one of them was looking at her with surprise, but his friend was like an i***t, as his eyes fell on her friend Aseel and was looking at her with amazement as if she were a mythical creature... But she doesn't blame him, as she and her friend are truly amazingly beautiful, and that causes them a lot with girls and boys as well... Aseel sees her friend looking in the direction of two young men. She says playfully while winking at her: Didn't you say that you would never get engaged in your life... Why are you looking at them like that then? Then she continues slyly while pulling her by the hand towards them and saying: What do you think about getting to know them if you like him so much... Qamar looked at her in shock as she tried to escape from her, but to no avail. She was truly shocked when she found herself in front of them, with her friend beside her, giving them both a cheerful and foolish expression, saying, "Hello, guys... We're new to the university... Can you help us find which hall we're in now? The first semester's mechanics are in the first year, please." That mysterious friend said sarcastically, "Let's try... They're in the same year as us... I think we'll succeed this year too." He looked at her and continued, both cheerfully and sarcastically, "We've been here for three years and we've never succeeded... Do you think we're envied or are we really fools for entering something as difficult as this?" Aseel laughed loudly and said, "I don't think you're really fools... But I know that these things are really difficult and entering a college like this isn't easy, unless you enter it illegally." The mysterious stranger looked at her angrily at her words, but his friend caught up with the matter and took the two girls, saying cheerfully, "Hey, my friends, I'll show you where our auditorium will be." They left the mysterious stranger and the two girls went with the funny guy. They looked at the mysterious guy while he was looking at Qamar. Qamar was lost in his eyes, as she couldn't remember where she had seen those eyes. In the end, she couldn't remember anything. They entered their auditorium while the funny guy said, as he sat them at the back of the auditorium: "Where will your seat be? Everyone who comes likes to sit in one place and not move from it to more than one place, so choose your place carefully." Qamar sat at the back of the auditorium and her friend Aseel followed her. The funny guy said, "Oh, we're also sitting here with you at the back of the auditorium." Qamar was about to get up from her seat nervously when she knew they were sitting there, but suddenly she found the mysterious guy sitting next to her, and she couldn't stand up and wanted to leave. Qamar said nervously, "Can't you see that I want to get out... Go away, I want to leave now." The mysterious one looked at her for a while then went back to sleep on the table in front of him coldly while their friends looked at them and tried to stifle their laughter so as not to rub shoulders with that angry and cold woman. Here the first lecture began and all the students began to enter and sit down, and Qamar was unable to leave and wander off to any other lecture hall. She sat angrily next to the mysterious one and his friend with her friend Aseel, threatening him with the harshest revenge. Aseel said to her friend Qamar as they were leaving the university gate after the end of their lectures for the day, and she was laughing and winking at her friend playfully and saying: I think that the mysterious one that your eyes were angry at is the one you had your eyes on at the beginning of the day... But I think his cheerful friend is more attractive to me. Qamar said angrily while looking at her friend: Shut up, Aseel... You know that there is nothing I hate more in my life than commitment and love. You know that I do not like rubbing shoulders with anything or anyone... So please do not try with me. Aseel was silent as she stifled her laughter and they returned home in silence. Qamar entered her room in silence and exhaustion and changed her clothes into comfortable ones and then went to bed to rest a little. Here Qamar went into a deep sleep and the dream started again, but this time the wolf was looking at her and standing in front of her in the forest and did not move, just remained still. Hour looked into the eyes of that wolf as she tried to understand what always happened to her and why she always saw him in her dreams. Qamar tried to ignore that wolf and continue on her way without running after him or him running away from her... Qamar went in the direction of a prepared descent that would take her to the place where the wolf always stands by the river and when she stayed up high by the waterfall and here Qamar sat by the river and the wolf came from behind her and sat beside her and looked at her then looked at the river and put his head on his hands that were extended forward. Qamar looked at him for a little while then started playing with his fur and said calmly looking at the river: Why do you always run away in that direction... Is there anything important here... or do you just like to look at the river? The wolf looked at her a little, then smiled maliciously as he showed his fangs.