Laila I've had different guys in bed. Well, not that many, but enough. Some touched my c**t, some rubbed or licked it for a few minutes as foreplay, and some didn’t have a clue until I guided them. My exes rarely went down on me—especially not in the early stages. I’d give them blowjobs because I actually found it fun, but oral from their side? Rare. I never really asked for it either. Only my first boyfriend put in consistent effort to make me o****m by licking me. So, at first, I thought James was just being a tease. He went around and around, skimming close, never quite committing. Knowing he had a playboy rep, I wouldn’t have been surprised if he'd never actually gone down on a woman before. But when he started rubbing me through my panties—God, that felt good. His warm hands and hot

