I couldn’t cry.
It was like I had suddenly lost the ability to shed tears.
Every tear that should have fallen felt stuck somewhere inside me.
Sometimes, when you’re hurt, you become so hurt that you can’t even cry.
I looked through my phone, searching for someone to call. At least a family member, a friend, someone I could tell my problems to.
But as I scrolled through my contacts, that was when it dawned on me how lonely I had always been.
I’m an orphan.
I lost my parents when I was ten years old in an accident.
I have no siblings.
And the day I went to bury my parents, I met Nicole.
Since then, she had been the only person I could call family.
Scrolling through my phone, I realized…
Dylan and Nicole were the only ones I had.
And in that moment…
A single tear finally fell.
I quickly wiped it off and headed for my room, picked up a big bag, and started packing. Not too many things, just valuables.
When I was done packing, I picked up my phone and clicked on Nicole’s number.
I opened her contact and typed
“I trusted you. I believed you. I stood up for you when people called you fake. I made excuses for you even when my gut warned me. I loved you like a sister, and you used that love as a weapon. You broke something that will never be whole again. You used me as a game. I was just a prize to you. You are cruel, Nicole Daniel. You broke my heart into pieces. If someone sees you and a venomous snake at the same time, I would advise they kill you first and set the snake free. Because you are more dangerous than it.”
I stared at the paragraph for a long minute.
My thumb hovered over the send button. Maybe she would read it and feel guilty. Maybe she would cry. Maybe she would finally understand the weight of what she had done. A small, desperate voice begged me to send it, because at least then she would know.
But another voice whispered…
She does not care. If she did, she would not have done it in the first place.
Then I hit delete.
Too many words for someone who did not deserve them.
Instead, I typed
“Nicole, you won.”
And sent it.
Then I blocked her and deleted her contact.
Next, I opened Dylan’s chat. My hands trembled as I wrote the last thing I would ever say to him
“Thanks for using me as a joystick. I hope the game was worth it.”
Then I blocked him too.
I grabbed my suitcase and walked out of the room without a second glance.
I had no destination in mind.
I just knew I was leaving this hell-like relationship behind.
As I stepped outside, everything felt strangely normal.
The streetlights were still bright, just that only a few people were out.
I took out my phone and glanced at the time.
1:23 a.m.
That did not even bother me.
I hailed the first taxi I saw.
The driver did not even glance at me. He simply stepped out, popped the trunk, and waited.
“Where to, ma’am?” he asked as he got back into his seat.
“Anywhere…” I said quietly as I sank into the back seat. “Just anywhere far from here. Somewhere I can start over. Somewhere nothing ties me to my past.”
He did not respond.
He just drove.
I pressed my forehead against the window.
And watched.
As the city blurred past me…
So did everything I had ever known.
Memories flooded in despite my attempts to shut them out.
How I met Nicole.
Our thirteen years together.
Our bond.
And before I realized it, tears started falling uncontrollably from my eyes.
The driver did not ask questions.
He did not look back.
He just let me be.
Minutes passed.
Then it turned to hours.
Until suddenly…
The car jerked.
A strange sound came from the engine before it finally died.
The driver cursed under his breath and tried to restart it.
Once.
Twice.
But nothing came.
“I am sorry, ma’am,” he finally said after a few minutes. “I cannot go any further. The engine is bad. You will need to find another ride.”
I frowned slightly and looked around.
There was nothing.
No buildings.
No passing cars.
Just empty land stretching into darkness.
I reached for my phone and tried to book another ride.
My battery was low.
I searched my bag for my charger and realized I had been in too much of a hurry to take it.
I let out a slow breath and stepped out of the car.
“Is there anywhere I can spend the night nearby?” I asked.
The driver thought for a moment, then pointed ahead.
“If you walk straight down and turn right, you should reach the main city. It is not too far, but it is a bit of a walk.”
“Where exactly are we?” I asked him.
“We are just a few minutes away from Bab City,” he said, already turning back to his engine.
“Thank you,” I said quietly.
Then I grabbed my bag and started walking toward Bab City, even though I knew nothing about what it felt like.
As I turned at the first right, I saw a flicker of city lights ahead. A wave of relief washed over me, and I kept walking, dragging my bag along with me.
Then I saw it.
A very large, wide open area, dimly and poorly lit.
It looked like abandoned land or some kind of empty field.
Without even thinking twice, I murmured under my breath
“I will just rest for a minute.”
My legs were tired. My head was still spinning from everything.
I stepped into the field and found a spot behind a large broken structure, something that once looked like a storage shed.
I sat down slowly, pulling my bag closer.
“Just a minute… then I will keep going,” I muttered as I tried to switch on my phone again.
But a few minutes after I sat down, I heard it.
Loud and fast engines getting closer.
My body tensed instantly.
“Maybe I should run away,” I said to myself.
But when I looked around, all I saw was empty wild land and darkness behind me.
There was nowhere to run.
Except forward.
And the sound was coming from that direction.
So instead, I ducked behind the storage shed, my heart pounding violently against my chest.
Just then…
A big black jeep sped into the field.
It skidded slightly before trying to change direction.
My heart slammed against my chest.
“What the…”
Before I could even finish the thought, motorcycles followed.
One, two, three, four, five, then more than I could count.
All the riders were dressed in black.
They surrounded the jeep instantly.
The engines roared around it, circling, tightening, forcing it to stop.
In that moment, I felt it.
Real danger.
My body started shaking, but I forced myself to stay quiet. I covered my mouth and peeked slightly from behind the structure.
The jeep door was yanked open, and a man was roughly dragged out.
“Please… please…” he begged, his voice shaking.
They forced him to kneel.
One of them stepped forward and landed two hard blows to his stomach.
Then they formed a circle around him, standing still, waiting like they were expecting orders.
My fingers tightened around my bag.
I started regretting why I even left home in the first place.
Just when I thought things could not get worse…
An all-black Maserati Quattroporte 2026 model drove in at high speed, the engine humming loudly, so loud it almost pulled me out of my hiding spot.
Two of the men in black rushed forward and opened the car door immediately.
But for a few seconds…
No one stepped out of the car.
My eyes snapped to the kneeling man.
I could see the way he was shaking now, trembling like death itself had finally arrived.
The entire field felt different again.
Heavier and colder.
Then suddenly
After a few seconds of silence…
He stepped out.
Immediately, a wave of fear ran through me for no reason.
My body started shaking where I was.
And in that moment…
I understood.
I understood why the kneeling man had started trembling the instant he saw him.
Because I did too