Love fantasy

Chapter 10

*MADISONS POV***

So after seeing and talking to Jake in private, I had to tell Rivers. I am so excited but so nervous. My mind is racing so much I was getting nauseous and a headache. I saw her go into the store next door called Rue21 but she wasn’t there no more so I texted her.

“Hey, where are you? I have some crazy news to tell you!”

“Hey girl, I’m at Diamond Love, few stores down. I saw you talking to Jake, fill me in!!!!”

“That’s the plan, I’ll be right there.”

So I headed out walking to that store. It’s a high end jewelry store. The jewelry in there, will make you feel like a princess but I have other things I need and rather spend my money on. I get to the store as she is checking out, so I sit in a bench outside the store. This mall is a indoor mall which is great because if the weather is crappy, you can walk from store to store without going outside.

“Hey, so what’s the news?”

So I tell her everything about what Jake said as we are heading to the car. I will admit, I had a smile on from ear to ear. My cheeks are probably Rosie red, and I kept squeaking from being so excited. Rosie was so over joyed with it.

“Girl, you just landed yourself a date with Mr.Dreamy!!” She said louder then needed but we both were jumping for joy. We get to the car and blast the music. Being in such great moods, why not.

“So where is he taking you on your date?”

With that question my face just froze, my smiling, cheery mood just went dull and into a confused look. I forgot to give him my phone number and never told him where I lived. Thinking to myself “How the heck was this going to pan out?”

“I…I don’t know. I didn’t give him my phone number and I didn’t get his. And he doesn’t know where I live,” i expressed in a sad voice.

“You will see him tomorrow at school so cheer up buttercup,” trying to reassure me everything will work out.

***********Jakes POV*****

I got home that night and I couldn’t stop thinking about my talk with Madison. She seemed so happy but yet so nervous and a bit scared. Why? Thinking to myself, I had to make our date a night for her to remember. “Oh s**t, I didn’t even grab her number or give her mine,” saying out loud to myself. “How could I have missed that up, I never do that!” So I decided to text Austin since he was the one who introduced me to her sort of.

“Hey man, did you happen to get that girl Rivers number?”

“No Dude, I have been bummed out since I saw her that I haven’t been able to talk to her or see her. Why do you ask”

“I’m taking Madison, Rivers friend on a date, and I forgot to get her number so didn’t know if you grabbed Rivers.”

“How the heck did you manage to mess that one up. That has to go in the record books for you. Not getting a girls number? Not like you! Haha!

“Yeah yeah I know. Alright thanks for the help. “

“You will see her tomorrow at school. Get it then and while your at it, get me Rivers number.”

“Alright! I’ll try, Jack***! Later”

Sitting at home, I just keep thinking about her. What is she doing right now? Wonder what she is wearing. And with that thought, my erection starts to grow. Thinking about her hurts so I had to release the pressure. Unzipped my pants, took them off and next was my boxers. I started rubbing my hard c*** but it wasn’t helping, I needed someone so I called Autumn(my ex). As always she comes over and I release everything into it. Wearing a condom, i pound her hard. After I came to my release, I made her leave. She has no respect for herself. Just let’s me f*** her hoping for a second chance with us but it will never happen.

The next day at school, I wait in my car for Madison to get to school. I see her pull in, she is only parked a few cars from me. so as I am Getting out of my car, Autumn come up to me.

“Hey babe, thanks for yet another wonderful night last night. Oh you felt so good!”

From the look on Madisons face, I knew she heard it.

“Damn it Autumn, f*** off! You crazy slut! Have a little respect for yourself.” I basically yelled at her, which I could tell on her face it scared her which was my plan. With fake tears in her eyes, I see her walking away.

I look up to find Madison almost at the school, “god she must hate me now. Damn it!”

I walk into the school and I see her at her locker. My heart shattered when I saw her tear stained cheeks and her red puffy eyes. I didn’t mean to upset her at all. I just want to make her happy but yet, that’s always been my downfall since I never really was true to anyone. Autumn and I lasted maybe a month if that.

“Madison, I’m so sorry.” Trying to sound sincere.

“It’s fine Jake. The date is off, you said you didn’t have a girlfriend or whatever she is. I’m not going to be another check off the list,” quivering and more tears are starting to fall.

“Madison, please let me make it up to you. And another check off my list? What does that even mean?” I was a bit confused with that last part.

“You go on with your day, I’ll go on with mine. You are no different then the rest.” Tears we’re falling heavily now from her beautiful face and knowing I caused that, hurt so much. Never bothered me before to see a girl cry, but seeing it on her, It was a sting in my heart.

I had to text Austin for help. I messed up and hoping he may have some smart advice to get me out of this mess.

“Dude, I messed up big time!”

“Haha! WhAt did you f*** up now? “

“I slept with Autumn last night and I wasn’t thinking with my head on my shoulders but with my other one. Madison found out and now she is pissed and won’t go on a date with me. I need help!”

“You seriously are a dumba**! First off, why would you sleep with that nasty hoe anyways? And second, now your messing sh*t up for me with Rivers. I’ll help you fix this but you owe me big time!”

“Thanks and yeah you name it.”

“Ha alright, I’ll think of something good.”

“Alright later”

The entire rest of the day I didn’t see Madison and her car was gone. I decided for the good of me to block Autumns number so she can’t contact me and I won’t contact her for a easy f***. I have a slight addiction to s*x but to me it’s normal. s*x is amazing. So I got into my car and headed to the bar, my other way of stress is at the bottom of a bottle. So drinking and waiting to hear back from Austin is how the rest of my crappy night plan.

*********Madison POV****

I dressed to impress today. Today is the day I am going on a Date with Jake. I did my makeup extra perfect, had my hair down with some loose curls, put on skinny blue jeans and a cute light fabric top. It wasn’t through but it was a thin material with beautiful flowers on it. Finished it off with my flat dress shoes.

“Wow Madison, you look hot! Are you going to school or on your date?”

“I’m going to school but I want to look perfect!” Smiling from ear to ear from excitement.

No matter what age you are, being asked out by your crush, makes you forget your age and become a giggly little school girl boy crazy. I took my car since Rivers class didn’t start for another hour. When I arrived to the school parking lot and found a spot, it was only a few car spaces from Jakes. Still nervous, but I did a double check in the mirror. Getting out of my car, I see Jake do the same, then the same girl I saw before comes running up to him and says loud enough for me to hear,

“Hey babe, thanks for yet another wonderful night last night. Oh you felt so good!”

My jaw dropped, it felt like a gut punch all over again. Why did I bother agreeing to go on a date with this man when he clearly has a girlfriend or whatever she is. I can feel the tears start forming in my eyes as my vision becomes blurry. As best as I could, I speed walked to the school hoping he wouldn’t follow me. “How could I have been so stupid,” thinking to myself.

Standing at my locker, trying to get lost in my thought, Jake appears. I don’t want to see him but with him standing right there, I don’t have much of a choice.

“Madison, I’m so sorry.”

“It’s fine Jake. The date is off, you said you didn’t have a girlfriend or whatever she is. I’m not going to be another check off the list,” trying so hard not to burst out into tears. Flashbacks of my past hitting me.

“Madison, please let me make it up to you. And another check off my list? What does that even mean?”

“You go on with your day, I’ll go on with mine. You are no different then the rest.”

After that conversation with him that felt like forever and torture. The pain in my chest with every word I said and what he said, the memories coming back after I tried so hard to bury them. I had to leave. I went to my first class but excused myself for the rest of the day. So much for a amazing night that was suppose to happen. Now it’s, going home, watching live sick movies about a life I’ll never have. Crying and falling asleep. This is going to be such a horrible weekend, I can already tell.

Rivers was at school then said she had plans after. I haven’t told her what happened since I don’t want her to stop her plans because of my messed up “crush” life. I just hope one day, I will find someone who won’t treat me like a check mark in their book.

2am In the morning, still awake watching movies when I hear…Ring! Ring! Ring!