His Child

Leaving

-3 days later-Y/n's pov-

I already had everything prepared. Namjoon had to go somewhere for a 5 days, so I made sure to get everything done then, so Its the perfect time to leave now.

All I have to do now, is write a goodbye note. I don't even know what to write. I'm already hurting him enough by leaving. No words were gonna compensate for what i'm gonna do. I just hoped he would forgive me. And with that, I started writing the first things that came to mind.

After I was done, I headed out of our-his- apartment. I would miss it so much, all of the memories we had. Tears falling down my face, I took a taxi to the airport. I'm sorry Namjoon. I'm so sorry.                                    ___________________________________________________

-Namjoon's pov-We finished the shooting early, and we didn't have anything else to do, so I decided to surprise y/n. I missed her, even though I was only gone for a couple of days. Getting her a stuffed animal i thought she would like, and her favorite chocolates. I felt bad for leaving her at home on such short notice.

By the time I came home, It was dark. Inside the apartment was dark also, with no lights on at all. Where's y/n? Is she sleeping? No, she would've at least had the Kitchen and hallway light on.

I checked In the office, she wasn't there. Bathroom, she wasn't there. Walking into the bedroom, flicking the light on, and seeing her nowhere in sight. Where is she? 

Is that a piece of paper on the bed? Walking over to the bed, feeling anxious, I pick up the paper, and read the contents on it:

Namjoon, I know you’re probably wondering where I am, but I can't tell you this. Something happened, and I wanted to tell you so bad, but I didn’t know how you would react. I was going to lose you either way, so I decided to choose the easy way, something I would regret for the rest of my life. I didn't want to, but I had no other choice. If we ever miraculously meet again, I hope you would forgive me. I am so sorry.

I will forever love you Moni.

Y/n 

I ran to the closet, tears streaming down my face, eyes hard. Half of her clothes are gone.

I grabbed my phone, and tried to call her, but it went straight to voice mail, her phone was turned off. I called the boys. 

"Guys, Y/n is gone."

"What!"

10 minutes later, they all were in the living room. "What happened, hyung Where is y/n, and why did she leave"" Jungkook asked me, worry evident in his eyes. 

I put my head in my hands, tears once again falling. "I don't know jungkook, that's why I asked you all over. I need help looking for her. I would thought that she was at a friends house, but the only friends she has is our sisters, the security guard donghun, our dongsaengs, and us."

"Well wherever she is, we need to find her, Its too dark outside. We can all spread out. We'll find her, don't worry Namjoon-ahh." Jin told me, rubbing my shoulder for comfort. 

 "We cant all go though, you know that It would be too much of a crowd, and we cant be seen. It would be crazier if it were all seven of us, what if some of our fans are there? We don't have our bodyguards or managers, this could turn into something bad quick." Yoongi said

He was right, and we all knew it. "How about I just go? I don't want to put you all in a situation where you cant do anything" I felt bad for even telling them about my problems.

"Namjoon-ahh, Don't be like this, you know that you can call us whenever you need anything. We want to hear about your problems, because you helped us so much with ours. You're our leader, and we love you, now lets go find y/n"

Listening to yoongi, I get up. "Thanks hyung, I needed that" And after that Me, Yoongi, and Taehyung went out into the cold night, Looking for the love of my life, while the rest of them stayed at my apartment.           ___________________________________________

We ended up going  to an Airport in gangnam first, We put our hats, trench coats and masks on, trying to hide our identities the best we could. There was a lot of commotion in the airport. Is that?........Jackson? Well, Its Got7. s**t. This airport is flooded with kpop fans.

We were more than likely to get caught. "I don't think she would come he.........Is that her?" Yoongi said. "Where?!" I asked panicking, looking where yoongi was facing. 

-No one's pov-

Namjoon saw y/n go through security, and he screams her name. "Y/N!!!WHERE ARE YOU GOING!" Y/n looked back, and saw Namjoon, and she tries to go through security more quickly. Namjoon tries to shove through everyone, not wanting to get noticed, but he fails. "Is that Namjoon-oppa?" "That is Namjoon oppa!" "Oppa, why are you here" "OMG NAMJOON OPPA" 

"Namjoon, what are you doing?!" Taehyung and yoongi scream, but that attracts more attention, as more and more people start to crowd them. Photographers start to take pictures of the three. It was so much commotion that The members of Got7 turned to look, causing their fans to bombard them also. 

Now it was all a mess, but still, Namjoon tried to go to y/n. Security guards started appearing, protecting the three and the other members of Got7, and Namjoon turns to them, whispering them a sorry,  And they accepted it, understanding. Got7 hurries and go to their cars, with their managers and guards following closely behind them, along with some photographers. 

"Guys, stay with the guards, I'm gonna go and try to get y/n." Namjoon said to taehyung and yoongi, and that's what they did. Namjoon tries pushing through the crowd again, still seeing y/n go through security, He hurries, seeing her gather her things again. 

She looks back at him, and he could see tears in her eyes, As she says some words that he couldn't understand or hear, because he was was too far away, and he still has screaming fans and photographers around him.

She blows him a kiss, and turns around and walks away, until he could no longer see her. Tears were falling down his face, and he takes his mask off, Not caring anymore if his fans seen him. "Namjoon oppa, are you okay?" "Why are you crying oppa?" "We're sorry oppa, just stop crying please" He didn't listen to any of his fans worries, only caring about the girl he just seen walk through those corridors, leaving him, for a reason he didn't even know.

-Y/n's pov-

I seen him yelling my name. I seen taehyung and yoongi also, looking for me. I saw his fans and paparazzi take photos of them, and I didnt do anything. I caused a commotion, I put them in danger, and it's all my fault. I also put the members of Got7 in danger, I didn't even know they were going to be here.

I panicked, I didn't want him to find out, but I took the hardest way out, and I ended up hurting him the most. I would never forgive myself for doing this. As I looked out the window of my seat on the plane, Tears filled my eyes once again, and I cry silently. The bigger question is:

Would HE forgive me?

A/N:

Hey guys, this is the 9th chapter. Thank you for giving this book a chance and coming this far with me. I'm sorry if this isn't the way you wanted her to leave, I asked my two friends in a group chat that i'm in, how would they want her to leave, and they gave me so many ideas. On friend suggested that she left when he was asleep, and the other one suggest that she leave when hes on a business trip, but came home early. They had so many ideas, and the best one was her leaving and Namjoon try to catch her while there's another group at the airport also. I liked this idea a lot, and I will have An entire Namjoon pov next chapter, before i fats forward it to 2 years later. It's also a good thing. Just yesterday, South Korea's government just passed a new law, called "The BTS Law" which lets kpop idols to apply for deferment if they've received government medals for elevating South Korea's cultural influence around the world. 

This Puts BTS in that category, And Namjoon will also be 28 in 2 years, so in my fanfiction, when Namjoon finds out about his child, the hes gonna postpone his military service. Unfortunately, Jin is doing his service in two years, because he will be 30. But don't worry, because I will bring him back later on in the story.  Please stick around until then, because the story will take many turns and It would be a lot of suspense  and mystery along with romance, so please stick around.