His Child

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Hey guys. This book is gonna go on a hiatus for about a week. I'm not feeling very good. It's because of the grammys. They boys (BTS) didn't win, and at first I was angry, but they were trying to cheer us up, and it worked for a while until I got angry again. And then they went Live on vlive and it broke my heart. That was the saddest vlive they had ever made. They looked so drained, tired, sad. Especially Jimin, he looked so sad. It looked like he was crying, but I don't think he was. Namjoon even had to ask if he was okay, and he simply nodded. They looked so broken. We all had our hopes up, And the grammys robbed them of their award. A song called ‘Rain on me’ won the grammy that BTS deserved. It was even worse when we were all in the twitter space with the recording academy (Grammys) And we asked if BTS would win the grammy, and they laughed and said that we would have to watch the Whole thing to find out. They laughed to our faces, knowing that BTS wasn't gonna win it. It made it worse when we all found out that The boys woke up at the ass c***k of dawn, left their homes at 2:30 Am, got dressed and put on makeup, and sat in front of a live camera until it was announced that they didn't win the grammy. They tried to cheer us up when they needed it the most. And after their performance they did a fifteen minute live with them telling us that it was okay and that they would try harder this year. That hurt me so much that I can't even explain it properly. I'm in my stages of denial right now, and I’m on the 4th stage, and have been on the fourth stage since last night (Fourth stage is depression), so that's why I'm taking a small break. SOme people might not understand, and people might say that it isn't that deep, but it actually is. They fought hard for this award, and they didn't get it. And it hurts. 

I promise to try to be back next week, with an update. Please wait for me until then. I love you all. Borahae