I wanted her to keeping feeling bold enough to reach into my pants for my c**k because she was showing me she wanted me. But I wanted her afraid, too, and eventually I wanted her to want to please me, to do whatever I wanted, even if it was out of her comfort zone, because she wanted to please me that badly.
I wanted her to want me so badly that she ached for me, ached to submit for me.
A lot of girls want to be submissive, give in to belonging to a lover. I’m not saying every woman wants it but there are a lot of women who enjoy it, who crave it and embrace it. I had no problems finding women who did but I needed the fear first and most couldn’t pull that off unless I went over the edge with them and made them afraid. And none of them made me want them like she did.
I didn’t want a su
