Brown Eyes

VI. Ending

"I know that he loves me cause he told me so,

I know that he loves me cause his feeling shows,

When he stares at me, you see he cares for me,

You see how he is so deep in love.

I know that he loves me cause Its obvious,

I know that he loves me cause its me he trust,

And he’s missing me if he’s not kissing me,

And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it all."

Matapos noon ay naging mas masaya kami.

He never failed to amuse me and to make me feel loved.

He proposed to me four months ago. And now, ikakasal na kami.

Pagbukas na pagbukas sa pintuan ng simbahan ay napangiti ako ng makita ko ang soon to be husband ko.

Habang naglalakad ako ay kitang-kita ko rin ang mga kamag-anak namin na hindi mahataw ang mga luha na umaagos sa mga mata nila.

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It seems like all the emotions that I could feel are in here. Sadness, pain, agonies, blissfulness, thankfulness and the feeling of being loved.

Napahinto ako sa pag-alala ng aming mga pinagdaanan nang biglang magsalita si Father.

“I now announce you as Husband and Wife.”

He paused as he looked at me and said, “You may now kiss your groom.”

Sound extraordinary right?

It should be you may now kiss your bride.

However, it would be impossible for the both of us.

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I opened his casket and gently kissed him for the last time.

He may not be able to respond yet the kiss was meaningful for me.

For the last time, I kissed him.

I kissed the lips of the man that I love though his lips feels so cold against mine.

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Last year, we were so happy when his doctor said that he’s cancer free.

We thought that everything’s over.

However, three months ago ay isinugod na naman namin siya sa hospital.

We never thought na babalik ang cancer nito at mas magiging malala.

Binigyan siya ng taning ng Doctor.

But amidts everything, he still proposed to me even though he’s already lying in the bed.

We both pursued our wedding plan.

I know he tried his best na lumaban para makaabot sa kasal namin, but he never survived.

Pero kahit na ganoon, ay masaya parin ako, cause I know that I was loved,

I know that he’s now happy in the heaven

And I know that he’ll be guiding me and our little angel in my tummy.

Till we meet again, my love.

If reincarnation is true, I hope that in the end it'll be you and me.

Te amo.

You will always be my one and only brown eyed husband.

"And when he looks at me, his brown eyes tell it all………….."