After a long day at school, I was finally home.
Today wasnât too bad. I mightâve made a new gay friend, and I saw Aiden. He didnât walk home with us though, miles said something came up and he left school early.
I wanted to ask my brother for Aidenâs number and text him. But I hesitated. The way he acted this morning made me wonder if he even wanted to talk to me.
Heâd been around since the holidays. He had my brotherâs number. He couldâve reached out, said hi, anything. But he didnât.
So I decided not to text him. Besides, I promised myself that semester I would not get involved with boys. I just want to bury my head inside my books and keep up with my good grades.
Ding!
A notification jolted me out of my thoughts.
It was a message from Devon.
Devon: >hey girlll, I just wanted to apologize for today. I hope we can be good friends.
Me: >Heyy Devonn
>What happened today wasn't that big of a deal. And yhh I would love to be friends with you.
Devon:>Ouu, same, baby girl. I barely have any friends. I started your school last semester and people there are just horrible.
Me:> Oh pls tell me about itđ. I had a best friend before though, but she betrayed me, so yuhh..... People there actually suck.
Devon:> Betrayed you?!, Girl please spill the tea.
So, Devon and I ended up texting the whole night. We realized we had so much in common, and by the end of our conversation, weâd already decided to be besties, and he also promised to introduce me to his childhood best friend Melissa.
He showed me her picture and she looked so pretty.
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Morning..
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I woke up super late today. I had barely slept, I went to bed at 4 a.m. and woke up at 6. Not the best start.
I didnât want to overthink my outfit, so I threw on a basic gray top and a pair of baggy jeans (okay... technically, I stole them from my brother). They were a bit snug around my hips and butt, but they were still loose and baggy toward the bottom, so I rolled with it.
I brushed my hair quickly and clipped in a little flower accessory, then packed my bag and headed out.
Today, Miles and I went to pick up Aiden early. I donât know why, but I was feeling both nervous and excited. I really hoped today would be different, that maybe weâd finally talk.
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(At Aidenâs house)
When I saw Aiden walking toward the car, my heart started racing. I couldnât explain it, I was just anxious.
âHey man, wassup?â Miles said as Aiden slid into the car.
âHey bro,â Aiden replied with a smirk.
I waited for him to say something to me, even just a simple âhey.â
But nothing.
Just silence.
My heart dropped. I didnât know what I was expecting, but still... It hurt.
We used to be so close back in middle school. I mean, sure, we lost touch, but how could everything just fade like that?
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On the way to school, all I could think about was Aiden. His behavior left this weird pit in my stomach.
As I pulled my books from my locker, Devon came up with his usual cheerful energy.
âHey, babes!â he grinned.
âHeyyy,â I said, smiling.
âThat didnât sound good. Did you sleep well?â he asked. âI barely slept at all. After our little chat last night, I couldnât stop thinking about how much you need therapy.â
âAww, thanks... I think Iâm okay. I donât know,â I said, shrugging.
At least someone saw that I wasnât okay.
âWell, thatâs why you have me,â he said, placing a hand on his chest dramatically. âIf anythingâs going on, Iâm here. Always. Plus, a pretty girl like you canât be stressing over one dude. You deserve, like, a million guys. Girl, youâre so tea, and you donât even see it.â
I laughed. âIâm chill, Devon. Thank you, seriously.â
I really liked Devon. He had this energy like, sunshine bottled up. And thatâs exactly what I needed right now.
âI know this might seem weird,â I said, narrowing my eyes, âbut I see potential in you.â
He blinked. âGirl, excuse you?â
I burst out laughing. âIâm sad and lonely, so... will you be my best friend? I know itâs fast and weird, but I love your vibe. And Iâve always wanted a gay best friend, I canât just let this opportunity pass by,â I said, giving him puppy dog eyes.
âAwww girl, you didnât have to ask. And youâre so cute, I couldnât resist anyway,â he said, grinning. âBut you kinda scared me a little.â
We both laughed.
âI see potential in you,â he said in a horrible imitation of my voice. âLike, who the hell says that?!â
We cracked up even harder.
Devon walked me to my English class before heading off to his art class.
Aiden's pov
When I got into Milesâ car and saw George sitting there, my heart skipped a little. She looked as beautiful as ever, those bright blue eyes and her long, curly brown hair. She had this effortless vibe that made her feel so... untouchable.
I wanted to say hi. I really did.
But I froze.
What if she didnât want me to talk to her? What if she thought I was weird or annoying?
She seemed cooler now. More confident. And I wasnât sure if I still fit into her world the way I used to.
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As Miles and I walked to class, he turned to me with a smirk.
âYou know my sister likes you, right?â
âFor real?â I asked, caught off guard.
âYes, you dumb freak,â he said, laughing. âHavenât you noticed the way she looks at you? Like you are her Disney prince or something.â
I didnât know what to say, but before I could respond, Miles kept going.
âLook, I donât know what your deal is, but you better man up and stop snubbing her. Or I swear, youâll need to find another ride to school,â he said, only half-joking. âAnd donât act like you donât like her too.â
I let out a sigh.
âHonestly, I do like her. A lot. I just... I feel nervous around her. I donât know why.â
Miles let out a dramatic âawwnnâ and burst into laughter.
âItâs not funny, man,â I muttered.
âHell yeah it is!â he said, still cracking up. âAwwwnn, little Aidenâs nervous. Ouuu!â
I rolled my eyes and tuned him out. Typical Miles.
Georgeâs POV
It was finally break time!!!
Devon came to pick me up for lunch, and to top it off, he even paid for my food.
âSo I just got myself a gay and rich boy best friend? Best day everrr,â I said, grinning as we laughed.
âAnd I just bagged myself one of the prettiest, hottest girl in school,â he replied, smiling in that cheeky (and very gay) way of his.
âAw, stoppp,â I said, laughing.
We were halfway through lunch, just vibing and chatting, when suddenly Aiden appeared out of nowhere.
âUmm... hey,â he said, eyes flicking from Devon to me. âCan I pull George for a chat, please?â
Devon leaned back and grinned. âSure, go ahead, boy,â he said, almost too happily.
I was too shocked to even say anything. I just stood up and followed Aiden as we walked out of the cafeteria together.
He stopped just outside, near one of the school garden spots.
âFirst of all, I want to say Iâm sorry,â he began, voice low but sincere. âHonestly, I have been wanting to talk to you for a while now, but... I just didnât know how to. And I know it probably seems stupid. But Iâm really sorry.â
âOh, I-â I started to say something, but..
âIâm not done,â he cut in gently.
"I hope we can friends again, just like we used to.." then he came down to whisper in my ear "I miss you stink stink"
I blinked at him, completely caught off guard. My heart did this weird fluttery thing I couldnât control.
Stink stink.
He remembered.
No one is like literally no one had called me that since middle school. And even though it was the dumbest nickname ever, hearing it now made something warm bubble up in my chest.
I laughed like, actually laughed and covered my mouth.
âYouâre such a loser,â I said, trying to keep my voice steady even though I felt like melting inside.
He smiled. That shy, crooked smile he used to give me when weâd sneak snacks into class or when heâd write dumb notes on the back of my math homework.
âYou remembered that?â I asked softly.
âOf course I did. I never forgot,â he said, looking straight at me now. âYou were... kind of my favorite person back then.â
I looked down at my shoes, suddenly very aware of everything, my heart racing, the silence between us, the fact that his voice still made me feel like I was in middle school all over again.
âI wanted to talk to you too, you know,â I admitted. âI just thought... maybe you didnât care anymore.â
He stepped just a little closer. âI always cared. I was just... scared.â
âScared of what?â I asked, looking up at him.
âScared that maybe you didnât miss me the way I missed you.â
And just like that, my walls cracked a little more.